HOPELESS

Chapter 2- Stupid

What the hell is happening to Nadine? I just told my feelings about Kath yesterday, she acted like a child who don't wants a new mother for her father. Is she don't like Kath for me? F*ck! then who's the one for me then? I know that Nadine don't want her, if she acted like that. Well, I think she's my boss when it comes on picking girls. I know that I must be the one who will pick who will I loved. These is not the first time she acted like that, always. Everytime na may sabihin ako sakanya na liligawan ko. She always do that 'childish act' tssk. Sometimes I decided not to court the girl for her. It's because I'm not comfortable when she's not on my side. Maybe I'll get bored if she's not there.

I was playing video game with Bret. The f*ck?! I lose the game!

"Hey bro. You lose I win!" snapped Bret on my face.

"Hey, we're not yet done" I refuses. as he stand up and go somewhere.

"Ugh, I'm tired bro I'll take a nap first" He said while going to his room.

"If you don't want. I'll play by myself" I retorded.

"Huh. You can't play by yourself. Video games are good for two bro." Then he enter his room.

"Hm. Your wrong dude. Pwede kahit isa." I refuses.

"Stop speaking tagalog dude di bagay sayo" He shouted.

"Tskk! And what do you think when you speak tagalog? it suits you?! Hahaha. Your not bro! You're like stupid damb ass." I shouted as I stand up and grab something to drink.

What if I call Nadine? I'm too f*cking bored here. Bret is taking a nap. Nap or sleep? tssk. stupid Bret. I decided to call Nadine.

Wait. She's not answering her phone! Is she angry to me? I kept on calling her. After a 10 missed calls from her finally she picked up.

[Heyo?] as she speak on the phone. Why is it her voice is like-

"Naddie" I answered.

[Yessh?] She's drunk.

"Wait, are you drunk?" I asked.

[Ho caresh?] she snapped.

"What took you to get drunk?" I said on a serious tone.

[Sh*t why you we're asking me like that?!] She muttered.

of course as your best friend I cared.

"Wait for-" tot tot.

What the?! She ended the call?! I was about to tell that I will go on there house, when she ended the call. I know. She's angry. I get the keys of my car and drove to Nadine's house. It only took a minute away from Nadine's house to our apartment. I press their doorbell as there maid open the gate.

"Sir James." said manang to me.

"Where's Nadine?" I asked

"Nasa kwarto po nya. Naglalasing nga po eh. wala naman po akong magawa
baka po kasi magalit sya." Manang muttered.

"I'll take care of her." I said as I walk towards Nadine's room.

"Sige po sir James" then manang lived me.

I knocked on her door. I heared her voice asking who am I.

"James" I answered.

then she open the door then I enter the room. Its fall of trash. A bottle of wines are on the floor. She took all of it by herself?! crazy girl. as I move my eyes around to her room. I can smell the wine on her room. Why is it her eyes- did she cry?! I snapped on my head. She asked me questions as I answered it. Until she fell asleep on me. Buti nalang nasalo ko sya. she's heavy huh. I carry her saka ko sya nilapag sa kama nya. I called manang. I told her to clean up the mess what Nadine did inside her room then palitan si Nadine ng pantulog. Manang did what I said to her after she changes Nadine's clothes I enter her room again, I watched her as she sleep, I decided to go home gabing gabi na rin kasi. I stand up and kiss Nadine on her forehead. I already fixed myself and then I started to walk. Hindi pa ako nakakalapit ng pinto nagsalita si Nadine.