Not who I thought (Tyler galpin x reader)

16. family shit

*the next day*

My eyes fluttered open. I looked at tyler who was already awake. His hand was playing with my hair. He was staring at the piece wrapped around his finger. "Goodmorning creepo." I smiled. He looked at my face slightly startled and smiled. "Goodmorning y/n." His hand came down from my hair and rested on my hip.

It suddenly hit me that I'm supposed to be at school. "Shit!" I mumbled and quickly sat up. "Where's my phone??" I looked at tyler. His brows furrowed. "The nightstand... are you good?" He sat up. I reached over to the nightstand grabbing my phone and checking the time. 5:38 am. Relief washed over me. "Yeah, wanted to make sure i didn't oversleep. I gotta head back to school before 6." I sighed. I got up grabbing my clothes.

"Can I change...? Like in here... if u don't mind?" I raised my brows. He chuckled. "Yeah." I smirked. "Thank you." I slid the shorts off and pulled my pants on. Then I slid the shirt off and put mine on. I looked at tyler as I grabbed my sweater off the bed. He was looking at me. "See, creepo." I laughed. "I am not- !"

"I know, relax." I smiled widely at him. I put my sweater on and zipped it up. I put my phone in my pocket and Tyler stood up. Our eyes locked as he walked towards me. I wrapped my arms around his torso and his arms went over mine. He held me in a strong embrace and rested his head on mine. My head was pressed against his chest.

"I'll text you later ok?" I mumbled. "Sounds good" I felt him smile. We pulled away and he looked at me for a moment. He leaned in pressing his lips gently to mine. He pulled away but quickly went back and pressed another one. I pulled away giggling. "Ok I gotta go tyler. And thank you." I sent him a toothy smile.

"No, thank you." He had a soft expression. I opened his bedroom door and closed it behind me. I walked down the hallway and quickly went down the stairs. I walked out of the back door, just in case. Once I got out I headed back to nevermore.

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I walked into my room and saw Enid still sleeping in my bed. She has my blanket wrapped all around her and she was facing away from my view. I walked over shaking her. "Enidddd" I said softly. She groaned and looked at me with squinted eyes. "Y/n..." she rubbed her eye and sat up. She pulled her legs up giving me room to sit. I smiled and sat in the empty space.

"So how was it??" She said and poked my arm with a big smile on her face. "It was really good." I chuckled. "So did you guys kiss???" She wiggled her brows. "Yeah." I couldn't help the excited smile that formed. "You guys didn't do more than that did you?" She joked. I stayed quiet and looked at the floor.

"No way..." I looked at her as she stared at me shocked. "You guys had sex???" She finished. (Well someone certainly finished- I mean... what... 😨😰😶) "yeah-" I said below a whisper. "Did you use protection? Did you do it once? That was your first time right? Did you like... ya know... cum...?" She rambled and said the last word in a whisper.

This is so awkward to talk about... "yes, no, yes, yes." I answered simply. I honestly just wanted to move on. But since Enid is a virgin, aswell as curious as fuck, I knew she wouldn't let this go. So if I gotta answer some questions, I'm happy to oblige. "How many times?! Did u... ya know... every time?" I sighed at her questions but laughed a bit at her curiosity. "Twice, and yes. I did." She smiled. "Jesus you are like- the sex expert at this point." She said dramatically.

"I am not, trust me. I barely did anything. He did all the work. I just laid there making noise." I said making me and Enid laugh. "I won't keep grilling you, but I know who to go to when I feel ready to lose my innocence." She said confidently. "Well Enid you do realize sometimes it happens unexpectedly, like you just get caught up in the moment and even if you didn't plan it sometimes you just feel a certain way in the moment." I shrug.

"Is that what happened to you? Cause you explained that, like really well." She squinted at me. "Well I wasnt planning to have sex with him, it just happened. But I'm happy it did." I looked down and smiled to myself. "I'm really happy for you y/n." She smiled and I looked at her again. "Thank you." I paused for a moment. "Anything new with you..?" I asked.

"Me and Ajax are together now." She smiled sweetly. "We kissed, 7 times." She giggled. "Holy Shit! You and Ajax? 7 TIMES?!" I whisper yelled. "That's amazing Im so happy for you!" I finished. "Thank you, enough about guys. I do have to talk to you about something y/n." Her smile faded and she suddenly looked sad. "I was talking to Wednesday... and um. She mentioned she knew your family. And said you should learn to control your power. What does she mean by that?"

I looked at my lap. I didn't even noticed my leg was shaking. "I've gotta um. Clean my cut." I said standing up. I carefully but quickly walked to the bathroom. I can't handle talking about it. I fucking hate thinking about that night. Let alone talking about it. It's just too much, I need more time.

I closed the door to the bathroom and sat on the stool. Suddenly everything felt slow. I blinked, but when my eyes opened I saw my mothers terrified face. She was screaming for her life. I blinked again in fear and when my eyes opened this time I looked around the bathroom in panic. My breathing was heavy and tears built up in my eyes. I let out a sob and put my hands to my face.

It's all my fault...

(A/n: dayummmm... that's a big time buzzkill 😭😭😭)