Found and Lost

Chapter 8

"C-chuuya the a-alarm'' I said In a gravelly voice.

He slowly sat up rubbing his eyes. He looked over at his phone, and cursed. He turned off the alarm, and quickly started getting ready. I watched him run around with multiple things in the bedroom glowing red. I liked watching his ability. It reminded me of Mary Poppins. Then everything stopped glowing, and he came out of the bathroom. He gave me a quick wave, before grabbing his phone and running out the door.

I looked at the tv wondering if i should watch something. Everything still felt sore probably due to not moving much for the past week. So instead I dazed off into the abyss. Daydreaming about a happier reunion where my sister didn't hate me. About an hour later there was a knock at the window. I was about eleven stories up. So to be honest I thought I imagined it. I looked at the big window and saw chuuya, and a bag of food. I looked at him for a moment before getting up. I went to the window looking for an open latch. I found it at the bottom. There was a lock keeping it in place. I unlocked it and the window flew open wind rushing through and knocking me backwards. Chuuya floated the food to the bedside table.

"Hey sorry I left without feeding you. Uh I got a bunch of burgers, so that should hold you over for now. Oh and one order of pancakes. Hope you enjoy it. I have to go back to work." He said, rubbing his neck.

Then he left and closed the window. I locked it for him, and watched him fly away. I wish I could fly. I bet it's tons of fun and refreshing. I want a lot of things, but now I should probably rest. I stumble slowly back over to the bed bringing the pole with me. Then someone knocks on the front door. I figured it was chuuya. I walked over to the door, and opened it. My sister stood in the doorway. I looked at her in shock. I pinched myself multiple times behind my back. I wasn't dreaming this was real. Unless I'm hallucinating. I hugged her so tight, afraid she'd disappear. I wanted to cry, but I didn't want her to see me be so weak.

"Hm~? Oh look who's here~ it's your sister s/n" dazai said in a teasing tone.

I froze when I heard his chilling voice. Wait, how did they find me?

"Y/n mind telling me why you're at chuuya's or my husbands~ place?" He said.

Husband? His husband? Chuuya wasn't wearing a ring last I checked and neither is dazai. Is he trying to play with my feelings? Not that it would bother me. He's like a brother I never had. Anything more than that would be selfish of me. I forced my voice out as steady as I could manage.

"Hello sis and dazai what b-brings you here?" I ask.

"Well I'm looking for my husband~ s/n however used your phone to find you" he told me.

S/N took a swing at him, and he dodged with ease. He laughed as if her swinging at him was some form of game. Meanwhile I stood there watching, pushing the pole thing behind me. Slowly unplugging myself from it. I closed the door and quickly hid the medical equipment in Chuuya's room. Then I opened the door again with a bag of food in hand.

"H-hungry? Are you guys hungry?" I say in my best voice.

"Oh~? Sure why don't we go in, and eat. After all I'm waiting for chuuya" dazai said, strolling in.

He laid himself on the couch without a care. Clearly making himself at home. However my sister was standing in the doorway. She was openly glaring at me. Then she walked in, and sat on dazai's lap. I blushed as if I'd seen something I shouldn't have.

"Oh ho~ look at you being strangely bold~. Do you perhaps want to leave already?" He said, in a teasing tone.

She shook her head and whispered something in his ear. He whispered something in return to her. Then slowly lifted her chin to make her look at him. I quickly looked away, and went to the kitchen. I heated up the food then brought it to them with a bow.

"I believe you wanted to talk to your sister, no?" Dazai said to my sister.

"Shut up this is your idea anyway" she whined.

Here I had hoped she wanted to see me. This new fact of dazai making her. Made me somewhat grateful but also sad. I wish we didn't need him for her to talk to me.

"What did you wanna t-talk about?" I said, barely managing more than a loud whisper.

"Well for starters why'd you disappear again?" She said, bitterness clear in her tone.

"Sorry force of habit it was my ability" I answered.

"Then our dad, why did you kill him, and why was he laying on you?" she said.

"I can't answer that. Sorry, but I'd like that to stay a secret'' I told her.

She grimaced and continued "why's that?"

"It's not something I can talk about yet, so please drop it." I beg slightly.

I wish chuuya was here. I wish he'd pat my head in comfort. I wish I could cry right now. She sighed then looked to dazai. They stared at each other for a while then nodded.

"Welp that's all we wanted. I guess we can leave if you don't want to tell us~. Y'know s/n's very upset still. That's due to the fact that she doesn't have closure over her father's death." He said in that sickly sweet tone.

Oh so that's all she wanted from me. Not to talk about her life now. Not to chit chat about what we've been up to. No just for answers, and now she's done with me. Should I play into their hands, and give in. Should I tell her so she'll stay. However if I tell her she won't see our father the same. In fact she'll probably hate me or him. Most likely me though. Would she even really stay? No maybe I was too hopeful when I saw her at the door. Why did I ever think she wanted to actually know me.

"Is that all?" I asked in a whisper.

"Yes maybe if you weren't so secretive we could be real sisters, and not foreign ones" s/n said in response.

"Love you sis" I say in a whisper letting them pass me and leave.