Found and Lost

Chapter 14

When I awoke I was hooked up to that machine again. However I wasn't in chuuya's room. I was in a beige room that smelled strongly of acohol wipes. It made my nose sting. It was like a homey hospital room. I looked around sitting up slightly, and see dazai and chuuya passed out in a chair both looking disheveled. Then I heard a loud bang and turned my head to the door. The boys both shot up and looked around before noticing i was awake.

"What the hell y/n. You know going off and dying! Isn't very cool or relationship repairing!" said my sister as she stormed in.

"S-sorry I don't know what happened" I muttered.

Then to my suprise she wrapped me in a bear hug. I slowly hugged her back happily. Then once the hug was over she gave me a hard slap to the face. I just looked down guilty. Dazai stood, and quickly grabbed my wrist before i had time to think.

"Dazai! let her go don't you remember what happened lastime! This is all your fault you bastard" chuuya yelled at him trying to remove his hand from my wrist.

"Actually chuuya~ I've found if i touch her before she thinks of running she's rendered poweless without harm" he said smiling and booping chuuya's nose.

Chuuya looked at him and me flustered and huffed. Then he walked closer to me rubbing my head.

"If y'all are done being cheesy can me and my sister have a chat now?" My sister said impatient.

"No way I'm leaving the two of you alone! She's always crying after you show up!" Chuuya yelled crassing his arms.

"I'm not leaving, because I'm pretty sure I'm the only reason she's hasn't glowed all holy light and dissapeared yet" dazai says making a valid point.

My sister huffed and then sat down at the end of the nurses bed."fine since you both refuse to leave I'll say this in front of you. Y/n you aren't my sister and never have been. I haven't seen you since I was too young to remeber. When I did it was only glimpses. You were never actually in my life. So therefore you aren't my sister. However the " subway girl" apparently goes back further than our parents deaths. You we're right you always came back. However you always dissapeared to the basement or dad's study. The glimpses i got of you looked like a zombie. If you want to be my sister fine! But just know you have to start from scratch like we we're both born today, or like I was taken by another family and our dna matched. That sort of thing." She said putting her hands on her hips pointing at me.

I looked at her sadly but also with hope as I hugged her crushing her face in my chest. She squirmed around like a feral child and I chuckled.

"Alright I accept your terms sister" I say smiling brightly releasing her.

Everyone in the room looked at me in suprise. I tilted my head confused and sqeaked. Then dazai jumped behind Julia's shoulders. I tilted my head and repeating the noise. I looked at chuuya who was blushing, dazai looking terrified, and my sister face palming.

"What is it chuuya?" I ask looking at him.

He takes a step back covering his cheeks and mouth as he cleared his throat. He was clearly flustered, but what for?

"That smile could kill a person with how pure it is. I swear you just have a holy bright light constantly" dazai said clearly creeped out.

I frowned and covered my mouth. "Sorry dazai" i say muttering into my hand as I look down degected.

"Dazai you ass she can be happy if she wants to!" Chuuya yells and hits him on the head.

"Don't act like that smile didn't blind you either chuuya~ I saw your face it's just as bad as mine!" Dazai whined.

"Both of you shut up! All she did was smile it's not a big deal" s/n says flustered.

"I'm sorry I didn't realize I won't do it again so please- stop fighting" I say waving my arms around.

"Look what you did dazai!" S/n and chuuya say in unison.

"Whaa~ It not my fault it's all of our faults" dazai whines.

They all sigh and turn back to me as I sulk. Dazai was quickly grabbed my wrist again. He let out a breath of relief then I realized what my sister said earlier.

"Wait how did I almost die?" I ask looking at chuuya.

They all grimaced and exchanged looks before chuuya turned back to me. "Uh so dazai kinda cancelled your quirk after you were about to teleport away. Suddenly once he grabbed your arm you split into five different you's, and then they all reasorbed themselves into you. Shortly after you collapsed and coughed up a ton of blood and passed out. Dazai was super freaked out, and so we both carried you to the doctor lady. She said you were on the verge of death then took you to her lab, and imediately used ger ability on you.  I think that summerizes it" chuuya says.

"Chuuya you forgot to mention the glass looking shit" Dazai says.

"Huh what glass?" Chuuya says.

Dazai sighs then says "when i grabbed you it sounded like glass shattering and then your body like fractured and there were multiple different memory looking stuff on these glass pieces that crashed to the ground"

"I didn't see any of that?" Chuuya says.

"I think you saw what I see when i fall down the hole. I close my eyes now but i can still hear it. The way my ability works is that If I wish for it i can permanently or teleport either myself or someone else away. When I wish to no longer be at a certain place I begin to glow and then I fall down a hole that feels like spiralling as it plays all my worst memories. Then I black out and wake up somewhere random" I explain.

"hmn? So is that what happened to dad?" S/n asks.

I avoid her gaze as I clench my arm. I was hoping we'd forget about thag but I suppose we just can't. Rip it off like a bandaid.

"Yes, father pushed me to where I couldn't get away so I- I wished for him to dissapear from my life" I say clenching my chest.

Everyone looked at me suprised. S/n they glared at me in disgust and began crying. Dazai tried to comfort her. Chuuya looked over to me I looked away and stood up taking the thing out if my arm. I don't wanna be here anymore take me to a warmer place please I thought to myself.

"Hey y/n wait-" chuuya yelled after me.

I began to glow and I smiled at chuuya. Then I fell down my hole. I landed in a familiar smelling bed. I looked around and saw the familiar window through foggy vision. I had landed in chuuya's bedroom. Weird I've never been able to do that before. Is it because i was more specific about where i wanted to go? Also how does my ability know this is a warmer place to me.