Found and Lost

Chapter 11

⚠️ SELF-DESTRUCTIVE THOUGHTS ⚠️

"Hey you all done?" He asked.

"Um question can I get shoes or~" I asked.

"Don't worry about that. I'm gonna take you to a place that sells shoes after this. Your limit is two pairs of shoes. For now lets get you clothes" he explained.

I nodded then followed him to the counter. He was holding a white overcoat. He checked out, and handed me a bag. Then he threw the coat over me pulling it over my head. I smiled up at him in thanks.

"Alright next stop is across the street. Then we'll have shoes for you" he says.

Then he picked me up, and we began glowing red. I gulped nervously not knowing what was about to happen. Then he jumped over the cars, and across the street. It felt like I was on a literal rollercoaster. I held onto his neck tightly terrified. He just smiled at me when we landed.

"All good? now then lets go in. There gonna get your size and measurements for your foot. This way you can walk more comfortably." He said.

I just nodded as he slowly put me on the ground. I wobbled a bit, but he held me steady. Then we went into the shoe store. Two men approched us, but mainly conversated with chuuya. It seemed they knew him personally. I stepped off to the side while they talked. I glanced around the store for shoes I might want.

"Y/n there ready for you now" Chuuya said.

I nodded then looked to the men he was talking to. One grabbed my hand pulling me, and the other pushed me forward from behind. They both were overly excited about my arrival. When I got inside they had tons of machines.

"Well then chuuya's freind please step on this one first. We wanna test your balance first. Then you will get on this treadmill. Where we will see how your feet shift while running. Then after that we'll measure your foot. To start take off those shoes, and get in the machinary to your left." One instructed then left the room.

"I will explain how this machine works alright. Now your going to stand here in the middle. The machine will begin to move, and your job is to catch yourself. You will do this over and over till you fall. Please do not worry the machines flooring is quite soft." He informs me.

I nodded taking my old tight shoes off. I did as he instructed. The machine was kinda wobbly like a trampoline. My legs shook a little. I tried to imagine that I was standing on a water bed. However I've never been on one. I heard they arent that stable though. I imagined standing on a bed of water. Then the machine began to move. For a moment I just stood there letting it move. It was only a small movement. Then it started to move faster. I wobbled a bit, but fixed my stance so I wouldn't fall. Then the thing swung around more rapidly. I began to catch myself multiple times not wanting to fall. Honestly I don't see how this floor is plush. It was like styrofoam, and that stuff is stiff but soft. I wondered if I could just sit instead. My legs were getting wobbly and tired. I already felt sore. I still had to run on the treadmill. The the thing came to a stop and I fell back. I was right it hurt a little.

"Alright on to the next one. You do know how to use a treadmill right?" He asked.

I nodded then slowly stepped out of the other machine. I stumbled over to the treadmill and stood on it. I really don't wanna do this. The treadmill starts at a jogging pace. I slowly begin to jog not wanting to fall. As time passed it began to go faster after just as it reached 53 I tripped and face planted into the counsel and then fell backwards and rolled off the treadmill. I swear they must be laughing from behind that window. I rubbed my nose and forhead. Then I realized my nose was bleeding as it fell onto my hand.

"Wha-?" I mutter looking at my hand as the world spins.

"You did great! That's defintely the most entertaining fall ever~. Now just sit right here" said the one that was giving me instructions earlier.

I sat down and the other male came back into the room. The two exchanged papers, and the instructor guy left.

"Hey time to measure your feet" the man said in a monotone voice.

I nodded then let him measure my foot size. They don't seem to care that my nose is bleeding do they? I remember when me, and my sister both put our feet on the little feet mat. We were trying to guess what size we were. However that was before. I looked at the floor. My heart suddenly feeling like needles were stabing it.

"We're done now you can go back to chuuya" the more monotone male said.

I walked out of the room looking over at chuuya, and the other male talking. I triped and face planted on the ground my legs no longer willing to couperate. Chuuya turned and looked at me confused. I sat up and look at my legs frowing. Chuuya walked over to me, and lifted me up frowning and looking annoyed.

"Hey what the hell! Why are you bleeding? Your not walking either. Your legs die or something?" Chuuya says grumbling.

"Sorry chuuya" I say looking down submissively.

He clicked his tounge, and sighed before roughly rubbing my head. I looked at him shocked.

"W-wha?! Chuuya~ cut that out" I say with a pout.

"Then stop sayin sorry all the time theres no need for that!" He said with a huff.

I nodded and looked around at the two people that tested me. They were giggling and talking back and forth with each other. I looked at them tilting my head confused making a small sqeaking noise. Then the two plus chuuya looked around confused before looking at me.

"Oi?! Did you make that noise!" Chuuya yells at me.

I look at him slightly panicked and look away trembling. The two frowned and scolded him for yelling at his "girlfriend". Chuuya and i both flushed a light pink.

"W-wha no, no chuuya is married to dazai" I say sputtering.

"What did you say?! Where the hell did you hear that y/n?! Did you meet dazai! I swear to God I'm gonna kill that man" chuuya yells dropping me and clenching his fist fumming.

I whimper slightly and look at the floor guiltyly. I didn't mean to make him upset. I suck at this thing. He's denying it so strongly. Is he in denial or does he hate dazai? Why'd dazai tell me that again? Right it was a test to see my reaction I'm sure. All i do is make everyone around me upset. S/n hates me rightfully so. Chuuya probably hates me now. I should just leave, I don't wanna be here to see what's gonna happen. With that thought my body began to glow, and i fell through my hole before hitting a bed.