Found and Lost

Chapter 9

Suddenly I'm not hungry, in fact I really wanna sleep. My legs give out on me. I crumple to the floor. My throat is pounding, and my stomach is turning. I wish I could disappear, and no longer exist. The only wish my ability won't grant me. I fell asleep on the hardwood floor with the table set for three. Tears streamed down my face as I hugged myself. I watched the shadows pour over the room. I held my stomach in pain. However I deserve this. I'm such a horrible sister. This is my karma. The door swung open with a bang.

"Hey?! Y/N the doors unlocked you alrigh..." He stopped so I looked at him.

He was looking at me in worry and confusion. He looked around for my pole thing. When he didn't see it he ran over to check me.

"What happened? You look devastated. Were you attacked? Did someone come here?" He asked, worried still.

I shook my head and opened my mouth. No sound came out. I looked back down at the ground defeated. He looked around the room noticing the plates.

"Did someone come over? Your pancakes are spread across three plates" he said.

I sat up and nodded and a simple "s-sorry" came out.

"For what? It's not a bad thing, but I'd like to know next time. Who was it?" He asked.

I shook my head, my eyes not leaving the ground. Then the tears started falling again.

"Hey what's wrong?" He said.

I shook my head again unable to speak. I stood ,and stumbled to the bedroom collapsing on the bed. He followed after me then hooked me back up to the machine. It hurt then again everything did. He pushed away my tears with his thumb.

"Was it you sister? Did she visit? I'm guessing it didn't go well?" He said.

He was slowly figuring it out. I curled into a ball laying on the opposite arm. Then the one hooked up. He rubbed my head in comfort. I leaned into it holding onto his hand. He looked at me in sympathy. Then he pulled into me a hug. 

"Hey I don't know what you're thinking right now, but just know you're doing great. At least you're trying with her. You could've just closed the door or ignored her. Have confidence y/n you'll be alright." He whispered into my hair.

I hugged him back, holding onto my only comfort. I began to sob. Everything hurt too much. I never feel good enough. I never feel that I'm anything, but a person to be blamed. I wish I didn't have to feel like this. Someone somewhere once told me that this pain ment I cared. Does anyone feel this pain about me? I hope not, this wasn't made for a person to deal with. He held me the whole night till I passed out. Then in the morning he left for work. He whispered sorry's into my ear before he left. I stayed in bed that day waiting for him. After all, I didn't have anything else to do. I had tv but looking at anything, but the sky made me feel depressed. When he came home he rubbed my head, showed me what he brought for us. The word "us" hurt me for some reason. However I did my best to eat as much as I could.

"Are you feeling alright y/n you're not eating much" he asked.

"I'm okay, just not that hungry" I said with a gravely voice.

"Liar, is yesterday still on your mind?" He asked with a pout.

I nodded in response. He knew me quite well I guess. Then again I didn't pretend around him either. I layed on his shoulder tired. He rubbed my head.

"Already tired ,huh? I didn't know emotions could be so exhausting" he scoffed.

I giggled and got comfortable next to him. I slowly fell asleep. Then next day he finished his work early. He even brought the doctor with him.

"She seems a lot better now. Is she good to go?" Chuuya asked.

The doctor nodded then took out multiple needles or "shots".

"Alright time for shots and a blood sample" he said.

Then he proceeded to prick me in my arms and legs. I looked at Chuuya with a begging face. He came over, and held my hand.

"It's alright it's almost over now y/n" he said.

The old man grimaced after he had finished. He looked from Chuuya to me.

"Will she be joining the mafia?" He asked.

"I don't think her ability is for battle," Chuuya said.

The elder man nodded then proceeded to ask about the nature of my ability. Chuuya said that in simplicity it's teleportation. However he doesn't think I can pick where I go. He looked at me for confirmation, but I just shrugged at him. The elder man gave a nod then left. Chuuya looked over at me with a grin.

"Looks like you're doing well now, so~. We can go out tomorrow. I can show you around the town. Then we can get lunch, and I'll show you where the agency is. That's if you're up to it?" He started.

I nodded with a smile. A day with chuuya sounded amazing. Besides, I might be in town for a while. Not to mention I might see my sister again. He seemed happy enough with my answer. Then he walked into the kitchen, and began cooking. I watched as the room began to glow and rearranged. The tv was back in the living room, and there was a new setup of seats. He came over with food, as the house stopped glowing. When he was done with dinner we sat side by side watching a competition. I found that I quite like competition type shows.