The other world OT8

Part Thirty-Three

Chan pov
I can't believe it, my friend...he is dead...
I don't even know what should I do or how should I react?
I feel so angry yet I can't do anything...han is gone...and who is the one to blame for that? Felix...all of them...us for trusting them.
Seungmin and jeongin are nowhere to be found, minho can't stop screaming and crashing things...he hit hyunjin with a vase that was on the nightstand when he tried to move han....
Changbin, well my boyfriend didn't even say a word after we all broke down in hyunjin's arms.
It is all a mess, I want to cry too...i want to yell but seeing them like that made me feel responsible to stay strong for them.

I was watching han sleep in his coffin, minho had a breakdown again earlier so hyunjin put him to sleep, he is laying down on the bed on the other side of the room.
"binie"I said looking at the boy who was laying on the wall hugging his knees closer his eyes had become dry after all the crying, he didn't even look at me...
How could I mourn when they are like this?
"chan" hyunjin said making me look back, he went to bring his mates we need to bury han but none of them come back.
"jeongin, he will come when we go the cemetery" he said walking next to me
"seungmin locked himself in the library trying to find anything useful" he added making me chuckle.

"what is he going to do...revive him" I said glaring at the taller boy who looked away.
"felix is..."
"I don't care hyunjin" I yelled feeling angry at the mention of him...he killed my friend.
"I totally understand from where you are coming from....i know you hate him...hate me...us...but I can't hate him...he is my mate...."
"I was trying not to blame you but can you hear yourself " I said facing him" he is your mate...so was han....and don't tell me that because you are not mated to him...to us it makes felix more important "he added.

"that's not what I wanted to say but...it is true my bond with felix is stronger...and if you were a supernatural or mated you him...you wouldn't have been able to blame or hate him " he said trying to reach me.
"don't" I said taking a deep breath"I am trying my best to stay calm...i want to just hate you...but I can't...this bond made me fall for someone who kidnapped me now I can't even hate you for killing my friend" I added.
"I didn't kill him" he growled his eyes turning red....did he even change?
I chuckled shaking my head " maybe you didn't but your mate did...the one you are trying to protect...you told me before that you care about us....that you will protect us but when it came to your real mate you turned your back on us" I said.

Everything is in my body is telling me to stop...i am not just hurting him but I am hurting myself too.
"hyung...stop..." changbin said with a hoarse voice.
"you finally decided to talk" I yelled making his eyes go wild.
"hyung, I am..."
"if we didn't come here han you have been alive..."
"Yeah you come here to rescue me...do you blame me" he said with teary eyes.
I froze in my place after I heard his words, again when I tried to stay calm it backfired on me.
"baby, I did not..."
"yes you meant it hyung...i am sure that minho hyung thinks the same too" he said looking down " and maybe you are right" he added.

"changbin..."
I was cut off when he left for the bathroom locking the door behind him.
What did I do?i glanced at hyunjin.
"I am sorry" he said.
"hyunjin you apologized enough " I replied clenching my hair....
Calm down chan, you need to get hold of yourself.
"I know that you don't want to listen but felix...he is missing...i couldn't find him here or in hell" he said making me raise my brow where the hell did he go?

Seungmin's pov
"it is useless " I said hitting the table breaking in two.
I have read each and every single book inside our library...it I supposed to be the biggest one in this world no....in all dimensions...our parents and ancestors collected them themselves....yet when I needed...i needed to find something to save han....they were useless.
Years ago supernatural tried to experiment on humans, they give them blood...bitten them but nothing worked...humans can only be turned into demons, not even full demons they become like bodies without souls.