The other world OT8

Part Thirty-Six

Chan's pov
"damn it" I yelled crashing on the couch, It is been a week since han died...all these books are useless apparently humans are not supposed to be resurrected it is against the law of the universe or whatever, the gods made it impossible to revive us to make some kind of balance, why all these supernatural beings can live forever or for a very long time, han didn't even reach his twenties yet he is dead...i had a little hope maybe, just maybe since this world has magic that we will be able to rescue him...but for the whole week we found nothing....seungmin is trying so hard he even visited some old witches and demons even vampires they all had one answer ' humans are not supposed to be resurrected just that'.

"hey" seungmin said appearing in front of me.
"this is useless" I yelled at the boy" they told us we can't get him back..."
"I will not stop until I get han back" he replied shaking his head.
"it is not possible...he is a human" I said tears straming down my face.
"he is our mate too...it has to be a way to help him" seungmin said going back to the table opening a book that I swear he read hundreds of times.
"you gave me hope" I murmured looking down.
"chan..."
"no, you gave me hope that we could rescue han...i didn't see this before but you are in denial seungmin...all of us are" I said walking toward him.

"I am not" he yelled taking me by surprise all this time he looked calm and composed his outburst took me off guard.
"han is dead, the sooner you accept it the..."
"he is your damn friend...your mate...how could you just give up on him" he said tears falling down his face this is the first time I saw him cry since han died.
"I am not giving up on anyone...i love han...i miss him...but this...holding up on him...holding up in false hope will destroy you...look at you...you are a mess" I said making his eyes go wide, I think I went too far but he needs to move on...he needs to move on because when I see him give up I can also let go of this.

"listen chan" he said taking a deep breath" I am not going to give up on getting han back to my last breath I will try to...but guess what I am immortal...for eternity I will try and try until I get him back, there is so much secrets in this world even my parents and I don't know about...i will make it my life purpose to get han back" he added making me look down in shame, I know I shouldn't give up this soon but I hurts too much what if after all this we won't see han again, I am afraid that I will keep getting hurt again and again.
"you are welcome to stay and help if you won't...or you can go to your room...suit yourself" he said his voice sounded cold unlike all the time he talked to me...he is angry at me, I bit my lips going to the couch to lay down.

I hate myself for this, I want han back...i really want my friend back, I want to experience what it is like to love him...we are destined to be together aren't we? We are supposed to fall in love right...i closed my eyes trying not to cry but I failed as faint sobs started yo leave my shaking body...i miss him...
A warm hand pulled me closer, seungmin was back hugging me" sh, it is okay"he whispered into my ears, I moved so I was facing him.
"I want him back seungmin...please I know that I don't have the right to ask you this but I am too weak for this...don't give up for both of us...i am sorry" I said burying my head into his chest.
"I...i...promise.... I won't chanie" he stuttered.i closed my eyes as they start getting heavy from the lack of sleep...

Changbin's pov
I woke inside seungmin's room all alone, took a deep breath before I made my way toward the bathroom to freshen up.i am thankful to tanie for helping me with this but I miss han so much, I am hoping that seungmin and chan will find a way to get han back...i know it is hard but still I don't want to give up.
"changbin" I looked back to see hyunjin he had his arms crossed behind his back as he made his way toward me." good afternoon you overslept...i came here to take you for lunch come on the others are waiting" he added.
My eyes widened at his words I haven't been in the same room with all of them since han's funeral...
"I...chan is there?" I asked making him nod.