Dear Santa

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December 19

Dear Santa,

Good thing that when Kaizen told me to get dressed, I finished packing my things. I've decided that I will stay with my Mom during vacation because I didn't want to make December a lot sadder if I go with my Dad. Sure, I get along with my half siblings just fine, but I also somehow feel like an outcast when I'm with them. At least, with my Mom, I can be myself everytime.

Kai and I went to a cafe then watched a movie before going home. It wasn't planned, he said. He just had this sudden random urge to go out with me for a reason he didn't know too. I don't know if he knows I'm leaving tomorrow, but I don't have plans to tell them either, because it'll be fast. And they won't miss me (not that I want them to) because everybody will be very busy. I also don't want them to think of me during the holidays. I think it's the right thing to do.

Do you think it is the next right thing?

M