Dear Santa

74

December 27

Dear Santa,

Should I still write to you? Because Christmas already passed.

But this is my last letter because we will be going back to the Philippines later! I actually don't know what to expect but I really wanted to surprise my friend but I don't know how because I don't know how will I get them in one place without saying that I'm going home.

I've reflected a lot these days and what Niña told me really made me, somehow, happy that I've changed. Even in the slightest thing. Because that means I'm healing, and I've been ready to do more. To be more than what I expected myself to be.

It was hard opening up, and that applies to everyone, not just me. And thinking about these things made me remember Kai's tweet back then. He was right. The world doesn't revolve around me but that doesn't mean my feelings aren't valid, too. I've come to that realization already. The talk with the twins really helped, and that's why I love to be around them. Because I didn't have to guard myself.

And I guess

I'm coming home

Dearest,
Margaux