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Niña David

5:45 PM

Niña
You know
I realized something
And I'm gonna tell you this while you're still in Korea
Or not

Cryzl
What?

Niña
Korea did so many things to you, Cryz
The trip did wonders

Cryzl
How?

Niña
I don't know
But lately, you've changed
You're saying thank often. You're saying you miss us. You're saying you're going to surprise us. That's not the Cryz I know. I don't mean it in a negative way, I'm just glad that that's happening to you
Because that means you're growing

Cryzl
Wow
I didn't know that.

Niña
I hope it continues even when you come back

Cryzl
Maybe
Maybe you're right.
I don't know. I just feel good these days.
And I've talked to Gracie and Gwen about some things. Opened up a little, too.
They said I should start romanticizing my life more because I always see the negative in things. Or that I've always been putting myself on the pedestal.
Maybe, it did do wonders to me.

Niña
Need mo lang pala magchange ng environment 😆😆

Cryzl
I know, because it's toxic there, you know?
All of this issues with my parents impacted me a lot.
I mean, I don't blame any of them for separating. It's better than hearing shouts every night. But I guess, and I did wish (back then) for everything to be normal where they both love each other and I didn't have to adjust for the both of them.

Niña
See? You've changed
You're slowly opening up
You never told me about that

Cryzl
Yeah, I didn't. I didn't want everyone to know how fucked up my life is.

Niña
I'm really glad
And I like this version of you

Cryzl
Thank you

Niña
I love you, Cryzie 🥹🫶
( ❤️ )
Aahh
I feel like the reason why Kai's not calling you like this anymore is because I'm calling you like that 😭

Cryzl
That nickname was from him, right?

Niña
Yeah 😭
But who cares? I got used to it na
( 😆 )
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