His Cold Wife

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Y/n's POV

Mr. Jeon: "i have the papers now." Dad said after he came in and closed the door.

With that being said, i went out in my own world and carefully sit up so i can't hurt my hand from the vein needle that's connected to the dextrose. This is my second day here but i'm allowed to go home later as my cardiologist instructed.

Dad handed me the folder as the two words that's being indicated in front of it caught my eyes as soon as i get to hold the folder.

Y/n: "thank you dad." I smiled at him but he's just staring at me with a sad look which i understand right away just by the glance of his eyes.

"I'm so sorry.. but i hope you understand. You know how difficult our path is. You've witnessed most of the problems that we faced, and I think this is the best thing to do." I stated with a pleasing yet full of more emotions eyes.

Mr. Jeon: "what's there for me to do when i once told you not to do it but you didn't listen?" He sighed as he takes a seat beside my bed.

Y/n: "ahm.. where is he now? how have he been?" I asked, feeling sad once again because i always care for him and knowing that he already knew about my condition right now, i know well what he's going to feel.

Mr. Jeon: "he's not doing really well to be honest Y/nie. Ever since you've sent here, he just stayed at your house. I'm visiting him whenever i get a free time though. He needs someone to comfort him too."

"I'm not saying this because i'm his father but he's regretting so bad. He cried so many times, saying he didn't mean it and he's sorry."

Hearing his condition, it makes me feel more depressed and guilty. Feeling guilty because I'll make him feel more worst for what i'm going to do when i never want to hurt him in any ways. All i want is to take care of him, protect him and love him but i'm doing the opposite thing and i'm hating myself for that.

Y/n: "but.. did you tell him?" I asked and he softly smiled at me.

Mr. Jeon: "i did. He's coming at the time you want him to come."

I released a heavy sigh for that. Dad then decided to leave me for now to rest.

Jungkook's POV

Calming my shaking form, inhaling and exhaling, i finally decided to open the door I've been staring at for so long.

Twisting the door knob, i let out another shaky breath when i stepped inside. Spotting the girl i've been missing, craving, crying for, yet scared to face, my eyes start to stings but i pushed it away. I'm not here to cry my eyes out. I'm here to explain and apologize.

As she's already sitting up straight, her gaze went towards me and smiled lightly. My chest tightens a bit, feeling the guilt once again. Slowly walking towards the chair beside her bed, i rub my hands on my jeans to get rid of the sweats as i sat down.

Y/n: "hey.. how have you been?" She softly asked. I took a glance at her but look down again after.

Jungkook: "how do you expect me to spend my days after what happened and what i caused you, Y/n?" I stated, almost sounding like a whisper.

Hearing no response from her, i continue to speak.

"It's been a torture to me. Regret and the guilt has been eating me alive. I don't know what to do ever since i stepped out of the room and not finding you around the house. Dad then came and told me you were rushed to the hospital for almost.. h-having a heart attack. That made me miserable. Every emotions came crushing towards me. I've been a bad husband. All i did is hurt your feelings, stress you, ruin your life.. I-.." I didn't get to finish my sentence when my voice starts to crack as i sob.