heartbreak

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'drew what the fuck?' billie asks, her expression switching from shocked to angry as drew's changed from calm to upset.

'what do you mean, what the fuck, billie? i kissed you, get over yourself. stop looking at me like i just slapped you.' drew replied harshly.

'you know i don't like you like that.' billies voice softened a little, but she was still angry.

'of course you don't! because guess what, typical selfish billie's fallen in love with someone she spoke to for three fucking minutes!' drew exclaimed, tears forming in her eyes.

'and you act like its up to you who i fall in love with, like it concerns you.' billie noticed drew was on the verge of crying, but didn't do anything about it.. 'i didn't want you to kiss me.'

'of course it concerns me. oh wait, you wouldn't have a fucking clue would you? that i've been in love with your stupid ass for four years straight! you wouldn't have a clue, because your so worried about yourself that you fail to notice everything i do for you.'

billie paused.
'wait, what?' she asked, all the anger had flooded out of her.

'exactly! you haven't got a clue what im talking about! you can replace me in a heartbeat with some other fucking whore. i saw the way you looked at her, don't treat me like im stupid!!' drew shouted.

'drew, what did you say?' billie murmured.

'i said that i love you. okay?! and i have for as long as i can remember! so yes, i kissed you. i don't know what i expected to happen.' she said, a tear rolling down her cheek.

billie stood there, listening to drew rant and scream and shout abuse at her.

'you kissed me back you bitch! and then you turn around and say what the fuck? no, what the fuck to you, billie?! you've been playing with my feelings for months and you've been aware this whole time!' drew shouted.

'well im not the one who throws a shitty tantrum and gets in a mood when i talk to someone else other than you! so its okay for you to leave me on my own at a party with random people, but as soon as i talk to someone you get all bitchy about it?!' billie shouted back at drew.

'you don't have a clue who aria is, i've known her since i joined my college, she'll pick you up and drop you like your her little toy, i've seen it myself. yes, shes fucking gorgeous. but she uses that, billie. but you wanna know something? i couldn't give a shit if your stupid enough to even think about falling for her. especially when ive been right here for so long and you cant even notice me. i've wasted so much time on you, thanks for really making me realise it was all bullshit and a pointless waste of time. go fuck yourself, billie.' drew muttered, before storming off by herself in the heavy rain.

as she left billie standing in the middle of the forest on her own, billie didn't know what to do. she didn't know whether to run after drew, or to let her go completely.

so .. she did nothing, she stood, letting the rain hit her head and drip down her face until she couldn't see drew anymore.
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drew's gone guys 💔💔
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