Why him?

I apologise

AMANDA'S POV

More weeks came to fly by and the contract was almost reaching it's peak. As much as I avoided Vegas the more restless I became.
Putting aside the argument we had a few weeks ago, we have not seen much of each other's presence.
You might be wondering what we argued about, well I'll get to explain later...

Fighting my feelings was just the hardest thing I had to do, I see him every where.
At the dinning table, at work, in the mansion....I just can't pull this off too long. I'm tired of hiding away from him. And also afraid of confessing cause I barely know this mn, he might hurt me somewhere in the future.

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"My stay in New York is almost done, I want to make sure I leave when you and Vegas are in good terms" Mr. Salvador said (Vegas' dad)

"I understand" I said
"You're nolonger as merry as I saw you when I entered this mansion, I sense something's gone wrong" he said

" Father we're doing okay...I swear" I said adding a perfect fake smile to the lie
"If you had a fight, you don't have to lose hope...all married couples fight from time to time. Just  a matter of patience" he said and smiled at me

"Thank you" I said

"I'm sure you have some work to do, you can go on dear" he said and I stood out of the seat immediately heading upstairs to my room.

I didn't have much to do at the company so I decided to spend the day off. I really needed it though cause so much was going on and I don't know what Vegas was thinking inside his head.
I'm sure he'll be glad to end this contract and happily kick me out of his life like some piece of shit.

The thought of it was enough to cause tears to form inside my eyes....stinging me so hard and fighting their way out
Avoiding him would be the best thing to do at this point. I don't want to get attached and later be forced to move on.

I passed by Irma's door which was slightly open, I didn't expect her to be here by this hour.

"Irma..." I peeked as rest of my body leaned on the door

"Amanda, please come on in" she said enthusiastically as she kept doing some typing on her laptop

"What are you doing?" I asked

"Just finishing off some paper work before I send it to Singapore..." she said still glued to the laptop

"Oh"

"So watcha up to?" She asked

*sigh* "nothing much really" I said laying face up on her bed

"Girl I sense something wrong...." she said as she looked at me

"No everything's fine" I quickly lied

She put her laptop on her lamp stand and faced me looking serious

"Amanda, please share with me what's bothering you" she asked

I didn't know whether to keep hiding it from her, we've been already close for this short time I've met her. I feel like I can trust her.

"Vegas and I had an argument about a few weeks back...I want to apologise but he's no where to be found....we've given each other the silent treatment so far and I don't know how to approach him" I finally spoke

"What! I'm so sorry sweetie. What was the argument about?" She asked and I felt my skin chill cause I really don't want to recall that awful time

Flash back

"So you believed him" Vegas said almost yelling

"Well I don't know...maybe he was right" I said without thinking