Little Talks ||Tyunning Story||

XV

15.03.2015
15:00 PM

Two days ago was Beomgyu's birthday and yesterday we went to his birthday party, Taehyun stayed at my house for all the week so he could come and not being hurt for a while, he seemed quite hungry when he came here, I wonder if he's eating properly at his house.
I noticed his wrists being skinnier then the usual and I'm worried, he's not the type to skip meals, or at least he wasn't, I don't know what's happening, but I just wish he would talk to me a little more.
I know it can be hard, but I'm his boyfriend and his forever best friend, he can't just hide everything and pretending that nothings happening, especially when we live one right next to the other!
And right now while I'm overthinking I can hear his parents screaming at him, this happens everytime he hangs out with us, but he does it anyway... I guess we are the only thing that keeps him alive nowadays, his only source of happiness.
"I swear to god Taehyun if you see those guys again you'll see the devil before you can even think of it!" How can a mother say such a thing to his son? I can't believe it.
<<Well fuck this shit! I will see them again and again! They're my only friends! And I will do anything to stay with them... At least they love me!>> Those words were so hurtful yet so sadly true.
And right after that a loud slap, so loud that I coul clearly hear it from my room.
The blood in my veins runs cold only thinking about that image.
"I swear next time I see that Kai here he'll be dead! And if I see you with him again you're gonna die with him!"
<<Fine! I'd rather be buried dead with him that living another second of my life with you!>> Threating you're son to death?! Oh my god... I could literally hear Taehyun's voice shaking, he's holding it so hard.
"I wish I had another son instead of you!"
"But we don't have a son! He's not our son! We have our precious daughter! Why would we waste our time on this... Crazy trash can right here!" Perfect! Abusive parents by the book... Thinking that untill 3 years ago they were so loving towards him!
<<You know what! I'm done with you! If I'm not your son you are not my parents>>
Then silence until I see him through the window slamming the door of his room, sitting on his bed then he started crying.
I take the bridge and I go to his window.
"Hey Hyunie! There's room for me?" I ask him joyfully and as soon as he sees me he starts smiling.
<<There's always room for you! Especially in my heart>> I smile as well and I get inside his room.
I give him a hug and he cries harder then before.
<<Why are they doing this? Can't I just love you? Is it that wrong? Is it that wrong I'm the happiest only with you?>>
"No, it's not Sweetheart, you're doing everything right, they are the people who are wrong, okay? Don't let them trick you" He holds tighter on me.
<<Some days I don't even know If I'm wrong or right>>
"It's just your mind is playing tricks on you, my Sweetheart, as long as I'm with you you don't have to worry, okay? Even when you won't trust yourself anymore, I will and I'll guide you okay? I'm here with you whatever happens"
<<You're really the best Kai, thank you, thank you for always staying with me>> I smile.
"Isn't it what good boyfriends do?" He smiles and I smile with him.
<<Can you please call me sweetheart from now on? I love it when you call me like that>>
"Whatever you wish my Sweetheart!" We both giggle and we lay on his bed still holding eachother.
We spend some minutes in silence by ourselves when suddenly the door shuts open and Taehyun's dad comes in.
He has a belt in his hand, both me and Taehyun got a jumpscare and he quickly look at me as he knows what is about to happen.
"No gay rats in my house!" He screams as he lift his arm ready to hit Taehyun.
But not this time, I put myself in front of him, protecting him with all my body.
His dad whips me, I can't almost breath for the pain.
<<Dad no!>> His screams were so painful but I had to resist, then another one stronger then before.
I fall to the ground and the last thing I see before closing my eyes is Taehyun ready to punch his dad.

I wake up on my couch, I look around and I see my parents and my sisters looking at me worried, I try to move my hand but it's blocked, I look next to me and I see Taehyun with teary eyes holding my hand.
"Hey Sweetheart! What happened? Why are you crying?"
He hugs me and I hug him back, but doing so I feel my back opening up.
<<Oh my god! What the fuck jumps up in your mind? He could have killed you!>> I smile seeing him scolding me, I love him, I love more than anything.
"I'm fine Sweetheart, I'm fine, you see!" I say pointing at myself.
"Kai you passed out for ten minutes! You passed out for pain!" Says my mom still shocked.
<<My dad whipped you with his belt, I punched him and I brought you here... Now you know how I get those marks on my back>>
"You shouldn't have them Sweetheart"
<<Neither you should!>>
"I love you Sweetheart"
<<I love you Honey>> We kiss eachother right there, on my couch while my whole family is watching us.
"I know you guys love eachother but you two can't just risk your lives like nothing!" Says my mom and we both look down.
"Don't do such things again, next time you call us and we'll figure out something" Continues my dad and we both nod.

I still have scars from that day, they're covered by another one, but they are still there.
But now, now that I need him the most, now that we were about to become eachother's family the world decided to take him away.
Why this? Why you had to do this? Couldn't you just kill us both? Can't we just live our life and our love in peace?