Your Favorite Martian one shots

YFM x trans reader(ftm) [comfort,platonic]

It would've been a nice and wonderfull day with your boyfriend and his band, if your dysphoria wasn't so bad today.

No matter what you wore and how you wore it, you felt like you looked too feminine.
No matter how deep you spoke, your voice sounded way too high.
No matter how you styled your hair, it looked too girly.

It was honestly killing you...
It's not often, actually kind off rare, that you have such a bad dysphoria day.
But when you do have them, they fucking suck!

The others were grocery shopping right now, so you were alone in the buss.
It was a little tricky to get them to leave without you but you still managed to do it.

Puff Puff wasn't too concerned when you said that you didn't wanna come shopping with the rest of them.

Axel was so busy writing down all the stuff he wanted, that he didn't really notice that you didn't want to come.

Deejay on the other hand was a little more concerned, he asked why you didn't want to join them, but after you replied with "I just don't want to deal with other people right now Dee." He left you alone.

Benatar was bugging you by continuously asking if he should stay in the buss with you, and he was very determined!
He only went after you gave him the special task to get (fav snack) and some random masculine deodorant.

You knew that they would soon be back.
You were sitting on the couch just scrolling mindlessly on your phone, hoping that you could forget for even just a second that you were trans...

You let out a sigh as you put your phone down on the table.
You let your head fall back and let the rest of your limbs hang relaxed from your body.

Closing your eyes you thought about how you would give everything just to be cis instead of trams.

Just as your head started to hurt becouse of the tears forming in your eyes, you heard your friends voices.
You quickly sat down in a more normal position and wiped the tears out of your eyes as you heard them approach the door.

After some time of them fumbling with the lock the came into the buss, each carrying a bag.
You looked at them and how they carried those filled bags with no problem or complaint.
You felt a dull pain inside of you at this sight, if you could only be that kind of strong by default.... but no, you had to work on for that, damn estrogen!...

"Alright Y/N" Benatar said as he approached you. "Here are your snacks and your deodorant. I wasn't sure wich one you normally use, so I just picked one that looked like you could like it."
He handed you a smal bag.

You smiled and nodded a 'thanks' at him.
As he walked over to the others to help with unpacking, you took a look in the bag to see what kind he chose.

'Old Spice Captain' the label on the deodorant stick read. You chuckled slightly at it.

They have always been very good allies and always trying their best to make you feel like 'one of the guys'.
For example: everytime they saw anything that read 'for men' on it, they bought it for you! And that really no matter what it was, you had even a blue, black and gold nail clipper and nail file set becouse of that, but it made you happy to know that they're trying so hard.
Axel also often likes to tell you not to touch Benatars Keytar becouse according to him it was a "girly instrument" that "real men shouldn't touch" and he even made sure to add "and you are a real man dude! At the end.

You started watching them put all the stuff they bought away.
Puff Puff noticed this and looked annoyed at you "You stayed here while we went shopping so you could atleast help put everything where it's suppost to go!"

"You bought it, not me! And I'm really not in the mood to do anything right now Puff."
You said and rolled your eyes.

Puff Puff didn't give you an answer, he just continued emptying his bag.

Shortly, if not immediately, after that Axel was stating in front of you.
"Hey why didn't you come to the store with us today? It was such chaos! Some random chick recognized us and wanted a pick, so she asked someone to take it and that lady started screaming about how were 'such a bad influence' on people. That was probally directed at Benatar becouse he's British." He added the last bit in a giggle.

You smirked at it slightly.
And Axel started to talk about how hard it was for the workers to get the mean lady to shut up.
While that was happening, the others started to come and sit down at the Table aswell.

After the story was finished, Deejay looked at you with a slightly worried look.
Oh God... you knew exactly what he was about to do.

"What's going on Y/N? You seem so exhausted." He asked.

Suddenly everyone had their eyes on you.

"I gotta agree, you seem pretty out of it." Puff Puff said.

"Yeach they're right! Normally your way more metal than today!" Axel added.

"Were here for you if you need to talk Y/N."
Benatar added with a worried smile.

You feel tears fill up in your eyes again.
You felt stupid for this, even though you knew that this was something normal.
You pulled your legs up to your chest, burdying your face in them.

The second your friends started to realize what was going on, they emediatly scooted over to you.

"Whoa, now you really gotta tell us what hapened!" Puff Puff said.

Some silent weeps escaped your mouth.
Lifting your head, your eyes were mit with Axel handing you some tissues.
You felt Benatars hand on your shoulder now.

"OK so now spill, what's going on man?"
Deejay asked.
You cracked a smal smile, or atleast tried to, before starting to explain why you were feeling so down.

"No matter what and how I wear it I always looked like a girl!"

"My voice always just sounds so feminine!"

"My hair just looks so girly, no matter what I do!"

We're just some of the many sentences your friends could make out in between your sobs.

While you were slowly starting to calm down, you noticed just how amazing your friends where.

"Bro your so damn manly, like your so metal!"

"If there's a girl under us, then it's most definitely Benatar!"

"Y/N, you are much more masculine than you think."

"Man you're passing as the guy you have always been!"

All those sentences made you feel kind of warm and fuzzy inside...
As the tears slowly stopped falling, and your breath got steady again, you pulled your friends into one giant group chat.

"Guys, you really are just so awsome. Thanks...for everything..."
You felt a smile creep onto your face as those words left your mouth.

"Don't worry, we've all got you luve!"

"Oh ew stop beeing so British Benatar!"

Was the last thing you really heard.
All that crying must have made you really tired, becouse next thing you knew, you were asleep.

But you knew one thing still!
Your band mates would always be there for you, no matter what. And that made you smile.

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I know that this is a little on the shorter side but I hope it's still good!
Also happy new year guys!!!☆
If you read read whole thing, thanks but like, you good my dude? I know dysphoria can be a bitch but don't let that take you down guys!