Another chance

God is not fair

I went to live with my brother and his lover, Porsche. I told my brother what happened but I didn't tell Porsche. I didn't want to feel bad or think it is his fault. Vegas tried calling and texting but I ignored it.

On the fifth day, he came to get us. Venice was happy to see his father and run toward him. I wanted to end everything right then but I couldn't do it to Venice, he was happy to see his father. I couldn't possibly take him away from his dad so I stayed. 

Our marriage life wasn't the same anymore and Venice notice it. "mama are u mad at papa?" he asked me while we were playing. "No, of course not dear," I replied. Venice was noticing the change, no matter how much I tried to hide the fact that the family is falling apart, he will figure it out one day.

Vegas on the other hand was doing everything he can to make up to me. He even said "I love you" yeah right bullshit. I am not falling for that anymore. All the love I have for him is gone. 

One day he called, I ignore it at first but then he called again. I picked it up, he sounded like he have difficulty breathing. He told me that he was in a rut and needed me. But I told him  I can't come and to either wait for me or call somebody else. He tried to explain to me that he don't have anyone but I hang up. I was at my brother's house, the house isn't that far from our house, I just want him to suffer for all the things he has done to me. 

After about 45 min or so I went back, the house was filled with his pheromones. He pounce on me once he saw me. Luckily, his rut lasted for a day but he didn't calm down, he become clingy and need me to calm him down. I was annoyed by this but didn't complain. 

A few days later, my brother and his partner returned from their trip, Venice have gone with them since Vegas is in a rut so I cannot take care of him. We ate and drink together, in the middle of talking my brother ask Vegas to speak with him about work. Of course, I know, it wasn't work-related. A few minutes later, I heard a long bang from Vegas's office. I went to check on them, Vegas's face was bruised and my brother's hand was red. It was clear that my brother punch him, I ignored it and ask them if they wanted anything. 

After my brother and Porsche left, I bandage his face. He was quiet the whole time. After I was finished, he hug me and said" I am sorry, please give me a chance. I will change" Should I give him chance, will he change? I don't know. 

Vegas did as he said, he changed. He spends fewer hours at work and more at home. It was nice to see him play with Venice. He would also take us out to dinner, park and any place family would go together.  I though life would get better but god has other plans for me.

 A few months later, I was throwing up after every meal. There could be a chance that I am pregnant again but something tells me that something is not right. I went to the hospital to check and the test result came back. It says that I have cancer. 

to be continue........