Break through

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*Riley's POV*

After them explaining the rounds witch are, (Ik that this isn't how the voice works but idgaf😂)
Next is Disney, then battle round, the another one from whoever wins the battle round, grand final, then the winner. I was so exited!!
We got in the car and waved Anna and Courtney of. I slept the whole way home.

Dan woke me up and I went into my bedroom and got a YouTube notification, 'new video from UhOhBro: Self-Harm.' I started watching the video then...

"Some people do cut for legitimate reasons like getting fucking beaten as a kid or being abandoned, and those are the fucking people who don't post their ballshit problems all over the internet.

He literally just explained me...

"But you have a fucking roof over your head, food on your plate and internet to watch this fucking great full."

I ripped my headphones of and throw them on the floor.

"OMFG WHAT WAS I THINKING?!? WHAT THE FUCK WAS WRONG WITH ME...? I HAVE EVERYTHINGI NEED IN LIFE! AND HEAR I AM CUTTING MY OWN FUCKING SKIN! HES RIGHT!!!" I scream,angry with myself. I grab my 'box' and hold it to my heart.

"PIGLET STOP! YOUR STRONGER THAN THIS!!" Dan yells running to me, followed by phil.

"Dan calm down. Did you not hear her screaming about how she regrets it?" Phil said putting his arm around me.

"The only bit I heard was 'he's right', I had my headphones on. And OMG THATS GREAT PIGLET!" He says shouting the last part, picking me up and spinning me around then throwing me to phil and he does the same.

"Time to dispose of these" I say, holding the box out.

We all walk, well phil carries me to the main bathroom and I jump down in front of the toilet. I open the box and throw one in, and flush it. Then another, and another and another. By the time I had finished Dan and Phil both had tears in their eyes, they were so proud. They both hugged me tight telling me how proud they were.

We decided to have a movie night tonight, phil got shit ton of popcorn and drinks. I had like 6 coffees Whoops.
We watched: Wreck It Ralph, Big Hero 6, The Fault In Out Stars, My Neighbour Totoro, Toy Story, 1,2 and 3, Monsters Inc, Monsters University, Shreks, Ice Ages and Finding Nemo.
I must have gone to the bathroom 2times in each film.
After the last one I went again for the 2nd time in that film.

"Riley are you okay..?"Dan asks
"Yeh, you have gone to the bathroom loads, you okay"phil asks

"Guys... I've had like 6 coffees" I say before going to the bathroom.

When I get out I check my phone and my eyes widen... It's 6:12am shit...

I run back into the living room.

"GUYS ITS 6am!!!! WE NEED TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL TOSAY!!" I yell laughing because I'm so tired.

"Shit, come on. Let's get you to bed" phil says smiling. I've gotten closer to phil lately and I'm getting to like him much more now! He's amazing (I didn't even mean for that to happen😂😂)

He grabs me and Dan starts chasing us down the hall and into my bedroom. Phil threw me onto my bed and I bounce a few times, then when they turn the light of and I put on Joey Graceffa for a change, and my eyes soon shut.

A/N
It was kind of boring making Riley so depressed. Thought I'd make it more happy:) drop suggestions in the comments💜

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