Adopted by Dan and Phil

Playlist day 9

*Riley's POV*

*buzz*
"Fuck sake" I mumbled to myself.
Demi🔐~ hey:) hope your okay? Wanna talk about what happened last night? Don't do anything you'll regret, stay strong. Love you💜

Me: hi, I'm good. I'll talk later. I won't..:( will do, and you:) love you too💜

I locked my phone the put music on my iPod while walking into the bathroom. I put on a black baggy top that had two white stripes on the sleeves and at the bottom and a white 86 on it, then some black and white Aztec leggings, a black and white fade backpack and a phone case that matched my leggings.

*buzz*
Megan❤️~ omg tomorrow! Me,Ciera and maggie are so exited!!:)❤️

Me:I CANT WAIT OMG!❤️

I walked into the living room bit and Cat was sat on the couch.

"Hey Cat" I plonked myself on the sofa next to her.

"Hey Riley" she said "everyone is getting here *knock knock* now..." She laughed.

"COME IN" I yelled, to lazy to open the door.

Zoe, Louise, Alfie, Joe and Tyler came in and sat down.

"Let's-a-go" Dan laughed coming out his room.

*buzz*
Mitch:) dnt bover cumin bk  frm merika. We dnt want u

He needs a dictionary.
I threw my phone in my room then left.

"Who's hungry?" Alfie shouted

Everyone put their hands up and shouted, I just stayed quite.

"Riley..." Tyler looked at me sadly

"Yes" I asked honestly feeling shit.

"What's up"

"On nothing" blinking away tears I grabbed my iPod out my pocket putting in my headphones and listening to PTV. Normally I would listen to Demi, but a sad love song, maybe not the best right now.

Me and Mitch were best friends, wtf did I do wrong? Why was he saying these things? I know they are true, but what did I do for him to hate me?
Now imagine this: finding a best friend who you got along with super well, who loves you uncontrollably. Then imagine them leaving you with no explanation, just hating your guts. Well, that's how I feel.

"Ri... Riley" Dan shook me with a concerned look  on his face.

"Hmm yeh" I snapped out my thought.

"Come on, let's go" Dan said pulling me out the car.

I ran up to Zoe and have her a huge hug. I don't know why but I've felt kinda distant from Dan and Phil lately , I don't why, but I know I don't like it.

"Hey, hey what's wrong" she asked looking down at me.

"I'll tell you later" I mumbled

She linked our arms and walked into the park.

"Hey" Louise smiled, rubbing my shoulder.

"Hi" I smiled back.

"Let's go ride" Tyler smirked

"You'd like that wouldn't you" I laughed

"RILEY" everyone laughed, Tyler turning a bright shade of red.

Basically the day was the same as yesterday. I went on all the rides, maybe threw up a 'lil bit, and the drive back to the hotel was really awkward.

"Hey Ri" Zoe said walking over to me.

"Hi" I said looking at my feet

"Wanna talk?" She asked me, my phone in her hands.

"Have you seen?" I asked, heart sinking in my chest.

"Yes I have and it's disgusting, Riley you should really tell someone" she sat down on the bed next to me.

"Like who?" I asked, tears trying to escape my eyes.

"Dan and Phil" she replied

"I just feel so distant from them lately, I just feel weird because of girly stuff and they don't understand I feel like I have to go through it alone" I cried into her chest.

"Hey, you have Demi next door now. And me and Alfie are only around the corner, or a phone call away whenever you need it" she rubbed my back to comfort me.

"Thanks Zoe, means a lot" I smiled

"No problem, now don't let these dick heads bother you" she smiled handing me my phone.

"Can you get Dan and Phil to come in, I'm pretty tired" I smiled at her

"Okay, night sweetie" she hugged me

"Night Zozeebo" I smiled

A few seconds Dan and Phil came in.

"Goodnight piglet"
"Night daddy"
"Night princess"
"Night dad"

Once they had left I unlocked my phone and saw I had loads of texts from random numbers.

Fat
Ugly
Bitch
I hope you die
Kill yourself
No one will care if you die
Cheap slut
If I give you £5 will you sleep with me?
Bet you have to bottom because your so fat.
Whore
Cheap ass slag
Bet you have every STD going.
How dare you accuse Mitch of that. He wouldn't do it, your a cheap slag anyway.
Wait until everyone knows about this.
I'll make your life hell.

And that wasn't even half of them.
Oh great, here comes that waterworks.
I sat alone in the dark, listening to The Boy In The Striped Pajamas soundtrack, crying.

*buzz*
I opened my phone once again and it was Caleb, we had been speaking for ages and he was my best friend.

I locked my phone ignoring the buzz sounds as the temptation to cut grew. I knew I couldn't cut, I would disappoint so many people.

I grabbed my phone and phoned Demi, we spoke until she decided she would sing me to sleep.