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Warning
Slurs!!(I can claim them but just be aware)
Weed used/mentioned
Sex jokes
Sensitive topics
Mentions of self harm
If triggered by any of this I suggest not reading this chapter or this book at all.
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(Jakes pov)
School is usually not my happy place not even close to it and this school isn't any better you would expect people to be respectful at least but nope I've got called a whole tons of things today I was called a faggot,tr@nny,man whore and mistake
None of them really effect me most of them being true or maybe it's because I'm use to it I've see the way Lexi looks at me when I just let people call me names there's pure guilt maybe she regrets everything she put me through before chucky or maybe she finally sees how things are for me. No matter where I go I'm always cursed with some type of bad luck it suck's honestly but I can't really picture me not having issues.
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(Devon's pov)
"Hey where's Jake at?" Lexi ask looking away from her book "uh no idea I thought he was here?" I reply "no and he wasn't where he usually draws at everyday" Nadine adds in i furrow my brow looking around "i hate to say it but if anyone knew where Jake is it would be Trevor..." Lexi looks at me with a dead face "you're joking we're not asking him!" I get up from my chair ignoring Lexi's comment Jake wasn't here he wasn't where he usually draws he wasn't in the restroom and he hasn't talk to me I walk up to Trevor as his conversation stops him and his little girlfriend look at me. "What do you want?" Trevor ask is a snobby tone "have you seen Jake he's no where to be found and since you're clearly obsessed with him you might know where he is" I reply rolling my eyes he looks at me with confusion "I saw jake last night leaving the dorm have no idea what happened after now scram" I turn around heading back to our table "so what he'd say?" Lexi and Nadine ask as I sit down "Jake left our room last night last time he was seen" where the hell is Jake at our faces went from confusion to worried as we went the whole day without seeing him.

"I think we should ask the teacher" Lexi suggested we're all in the hall checking everywhere for Jake "let's ask sister kathrine" Nadine adds in we all run to her room seeing her in there "oh what do you three need?" She ask "have you seen Jake?" I ask her "oh Jake yes he came to father Bryce room last night he was bleeding from his arm he said he couldn't handle the pain he had a lot of open wounds on his arm we had to alert his father.." for some reason in that moment I knew it was wounds it was cuts he had been cutting himself I knew something was off I couldn't feel any anger I just felt concerned "where is he now?" Lexi ask "oh he's at the clinic right now but he will be back tomorrow sorry kidos" we all leave the room I had alot on my mind maybe if I saw the signs clear or maybe if I asked him less about his problems I don't think he wants my comfort for this.
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I reach my dorm door opening it and shutting it placing it down on my desk I flop on my bed tired and stressed we're only a week in the new year and things are happening. I untie my shoe laces and take off my uniform trying to neatly put them away I put on sweats and a hoodie jakes side is always colder since there's a window next to his bed I open the window then flop down on his bed trying to take a nap. I was tired extremely tired so this nap would help tons.
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(Jakes pov)
"You're sure you're good to head back right now?" Sister Katherine asked I nod "yeah the bandages keeping them healed" I get up putting on my hoodie "wait Jake before you go what happened to cause this?" Shit I didn't think of any excuses I turn to look at her "oh uh I got burnt before I came here and then... I kept on itching the wound and it bled?" I hope that was a good enough excuse she smiles before turning away I leave the clinic heading back to my dorm.

I open the door to my dorm shutting it quietly I see Devon sleeping on my bed I sit next to his loud snoring ass "you sleeping good" I ask his eyes open a tiny bit before closing them again and groaning "when did you get back...." He ask "wow I'm happy to see you to I got back now" he gets up rubbing his eyes "I'm sorry did I wake you up from your beauty sleep??" I tease him he Knudges me before getting up. "Wait.." "where you going?" "My bed?" He reply's with a tone "can you sleep with me tonight im just a little uncomfortable after what happened" his eyebrows raise before he sits next to me "sister kathrine told us why'd you do it..?" He ask me looking at me concerned "uh could we talk about it tomorrow I'm tired" he nods in agreement.