{secret}

Found heart

March 18th
Jakes pov
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The rain patters on our windows in the hallway as I was sitting down on a window seat drawing. I herd a door open and close I peak my eyes down the hall it's Trevor and that girl?

I can hear them arguing no idea what about just shouting and yelling. Which kinda reminds me of home not in a good way.

I hear foot steps come my way as a tap on my shoulders makes me jump into reality it was Devon he looked at me confused.

"We're gonna go eat lunch you coming?"

I nod getting up from the seat and following Devon down the hall I take a glance where I saw Trevor and that girl but nobody was there anymore.

It threw me off but I continued following Devon I don't have a lot of classes with him anymore since it's second semester so my time with him I value it.

He's been really understanding about me not so sure of a relationship but some part of me dosent want to end our relationship.

Even tho I already did it feels wrong but at the same time we're not hiding anything from anyone anymore so it's fine right?

"Hey Jake!"

Lexi waves as we approach the table I sit next to Nadine as Devon sits next to lexi I've grown quite a liking to Nadine we have a good bond. And inplus everyone forgot about chucky! Well except for me I'm only off about it because the danger of my family.

Not like they would do the same my aunt probably thinks I'm a emo twink taking meds and getting high. Which some parts are correct tho my dad hates me and I hate him.

My uncle I'm not to sure about him but junior oh don't even get me started about him. He's a reckless demon child outed me in front of my homophonic dad way to go.

My dad always said I have a life ahead of me but this shit dosent even convince me it feels like I locked myself in a room to silence my self I mean Devon always said I could speak to him about anything.

He's really sweet and caring and keeps everything I tell him between us two like when we dated.

That's been a secret for a while I don't think I would want it not to be honestly.

"Jake you coming?" 

Devon ask sneaking into my thoughts I look at him his eyes so pretty and his skin glowing Ugh Jake stop letting your emotions get in your head!!

"Jake?!"

Devon shakes me by the shoulder I finally managed to escape my thoughts

"Uh- sorry!"

I smile grabbing my back and following them to class.

I was in the back line as the three of them chatted away I'd never grown to like Devon more then I thought fuck I never thought I'd be able to say more to him.

But now we're friends? Or ex lovers?
Or friends with benefits?

I sit at my desk as Devon sits next to me preparing for class I sit in silence