Morgan's Pov| No.2

I Hope I Am Pretty to You

Do I ever catch your attention ?
By the way I walk in a room ?
The way I wear my clothes ?
Or the way, on the daily
My curvaceous body comes off ?
I just simply want to be pretty to you
Or beautiful
Or something you think you
Can't live without or
Want more of
Do I entice you ?
I want, I need to be more for you
To have that self validation like
The last piece of cake
It would be the most rewarding thing
To know, you're attracted to me
And want me in more ways than one
All because I simply want you
And want you, to want me too
To know, I am not ugly
To the world
Or
At least just you
Tell me, am I pretty to you ?

*Its just the simple thought of not being enough to that 1 person you do it all for. At one point in time, it was the only thing I could think about. Having to make sure I was beyond good looking or "presentable." When I didn't feel seen, heard or validated by that person, looks were my go to. If I didn't get a compliment or even a look my way, I felt like I had failed. I used my body as an invitation for that person to be interested in me because I was way more than my physical appearance (I knew that but they didn't.) Don't ever let yourself get to this point over a human being. Because that is all I am. A human being looking for love and doing whatever I had to, to get it. The biggest thing was that I was asking the wrong person. There is someone out in the world that is gonna love you, for you. Not what you can do for them, not because of your looks but because your smile is a priority to them and they'll do everything they can, to see it.