I'm scared
I'm scared of having everything
And messing it all up
To be left with
Having to start all over
I'm terrified of being a failure
Especially, when I expect more from myself
And so do others
I'm scared of the future
And the way my mind can't predict
What's gonna happen anymore
After I turned 18, life became a real thing
I started to notice what really mattered
And what was at stake
What I could lose
Or fuck up by just not
Doing what I was supposed to
A single drink can't ruin my life
But I hesitate to grab it thinking it might
Scared to live life
Like it isn't mine
Fear of failure and overthinking
Is a disease
My disease
*This has to be the worst thing when it comes to being an over thinker. Can't even enjoy your self when you want to have fun or just be in the moment because of the mistakes people around you have made. It's not easy and it never will be.
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Morgan's Pov| No.2
PoetryWe are back! The sequel to my poetry series. The work inside this book now has twice the passion and emotion as the first one. Here is another part of my heart. I hope you enjoy and stay a while! 🌷
