warning: this book is over a year old. it has plot holes and my writing was terrible back then. you have been warned.
⚠️ WARNINGS⚠️
-Swearing
-Mentions of murder
-Amnesia
-More than one group's members involved
Ships that are involved/mentioned:
-H...
He hugged his legs tightly, as tears glistened down his cheeks, followed by loud sobs.
"Hyunjin? Hyunjin!" a voice echoed as it got closer.
Yoongi burst through the door.
"HYUNJIN?! WHAT HAPPENED?"
He turned to look at Yoongi, his eyes red, and no trace of happiness to be found.
"Hyunjin, talk to me." the older sat down next to his eldest son, taking his hand. "What happened?"
Hyunjin sniffled. "It's—Felix."
Yoongi nodded his head slowly.
"What about Felix?"
"I guess he found some childhood friend and I got...jealous, so I got really angry and just snapped at him."
"Oh thank the lord, I thought someone died." Yoongi clutched his chest.
"What do you mean?" Hyunjin asked, turning his head.
"Hyunjin, every couple has these fights. It's just natural. Your friends have had it, and me and your mom did. You've never been in a relationship until now, so I can see how this is hard for you, but Felix will come around." Yoongi smiled and Hyunjin nodded.
"Actually, scratch that, you need to apologize to him." he added.
"What?!" the long-haired yelled in disbelief. "Apologize?"
"You're not fucking 6 years old, Hyunjin. Apologizing should've been the first thing that came to your mind." the former rapper rolled his eyes.
"Yeah, well—fuck. How do I apologize?"
Yoongi pinched his nose bridge, thinking hard.
He snapped his fingers when an idea came into his mind.
"Kiss him."
Hyunjin stared at him, unamused.
"You're kidding, right?"
"Nope," Yoongi shook his head. "you find that boy and kiss the shit out of him. Works every time."
"Yoongi, that only happens in dramas. And I think that's a bit...intense."
"In the world of love, nothing's intense, Hyunjin. Now go get 'em."
"But it's 10 P.M. on a Saturday-"
"THEN GO TO HIS HOUSE OR SOME SHIT!"
"Yes sir—"
Hyunjin grabbed his phone and keys quickly, bolting out the door soon after.
He started the engine of his car and drove off to Felix's house, taking deep breaths to calm himself down.
He stopped at the exact same house he had been to, where he learned so much about Felix.
He parked his car in the driveway, and headed towards the door.
His finger was about to reach the doorbell, until it was opened.
There stood a short, thin, cute, blonde boy who mattered to Hyunjin the most.
It was Felix.
"Oh, hi." Felix said blankly. "What do you want, coming to my place at 10:34 P.M."
"To talk to you." Hyunjin replied, facing the ground as he was afraid to see Felix's face.
"What, about my 'girlfriend' or some shit." Felix scoffed.
Hyunjin gulped. He never knew Felix's voice could go so low. It was scary.
"No...about just you." he mumbled, but Felix could hear.
"M'kay. Come in." Felix gestured for the older to enter, but he denied the offer.
"I want to talk outside."
Felix raised an eyebrow in confusion, but nodded.
"Whatever."
He stepped out of his house and closed the door, following Hyunjin to a patch of grass in his front yard.
"Sit." Hyunjin ordered.
The younger obliged, looking everywhere but at him.
"Now I don't know how to start this because I suck at apologies, but I'm really sorry for what I said today. There's really no excuse for how much of an asshole I was being but I guess over the time I spent with you, I got possessive. I didn't want you to be with anyone but me, and after what Chan said, it felt like my heart had been torn to a million pieces. But I failed to realize that she was just a friend and I tuned out and ignored what everyone said. Again, I'm so sorry. If you want to break up I understand. I just want to let you know that I love you so much and I act this way because I need attention from you to survive because you are basically the best thing that's ever happened to me."
He took a breath before continuing.
"But I really do love you, Felix. So much."
He expected Felix to just ignore his words and walk away, but he was taken by surprise when he heard the blonde let out a sniffle.
"I'm sorry too, Hyunjin...I really should've had spent more time with you. I love you too, baby."
Hyunjin's eyes widened at that.
"Baby?"
Felix cupped the other's face. "Yes, my baby."
He brought the older's face closer to him slowly, smiling softly.
Hyunjin closed his eyes as his lips were claimed.
He couldn't believe himself. How he ever thought snapping at this man was a good idea.
His thoughts made him stressed, causing him to intensify the kiss.
Felix's eyes opened at that, though he closed them soon after.
WARNING: CRINGE, TO SAY THE LEAST
But he panicked when he felt Hyunjin's tongue on his lips.
"Hyunjin-"
"Shh..." the taller smirked, bringing his face closer. "you can trust me."
The blonde hesitantly nodded, and opened his mouth for the older to slip in.
He felt the long-haired trace the inside of his cheek as he bit back any sounds he could've possibly made.
Thankfully, Hyunjin pulled back, noticing how inexperienced they both were. But to be honest, they weren't bad at all for their first time.
"W-What was that?" Felix asked.
Hyunjin giggled. "A gift just for you, baby."
note:
HOLY SHIT I AM IN NEED OF HOBI WATER RN THIS IS KILLING ME SLOWLY
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