Direct And Linear Relationships

Chapter 31: Resignation

I cannot breathe.

I can’t breathe.

I can’t fucking breathe and I’m okay with that because feeling Sana's lips on mine is something I will never get tired of. Her fingers yanked on my hair and when I opened my mouth to moan she slithered her tongue inside. My body was on fire, pumping with hormones that have been dying to get a hold of Sana's body. My hand found the waistband of her shorts and I hooked my fingers over it, pulling them down the best I could. I didn’t get very far before Sana's grip tugged on my wrist, pulling my hand away from her. Whimpering, I pressed my body against hers, broke the kiss and journeyed down to the pulse point thumping erratically in her neck.

“Dahyun..” she whispered, causing pool of heat to rise from my cock and I began to slowly grind against her leg. “Fuck.” Sana quietly let out. Smiling, I bit, sucked, and licked the soft flesh, hitting all her spots consecutively while I continued to graze my firm member against her thigh. My hand once again found the top of her shorts and I slipped underneath, brushing the tip of my middle finger against her clit. Her legs buckled as her back arched off the wall and a long, aching groan vibrated in her chest. “Dahyun, we sh-should s-stop.” Sana urged, her lips quivering when I teased her soaking entrance.

“Why?” I questioned. It was my idea in the first place to put this shit on hold, now that I’m lifting it she wants to stop? Not to mention she was literally touching herself beside me less than four minutes ago.

“Because...” Two hands came up and cupped my shoulders, pushing me off her completely.

Brown wavy hair was tossed wildly to the side, her full lips swollen and red, I licked my own ready for more. “...We’re only doing this because I-I” she’s doing a really shitty job persuading me right now. “I shouldn’t have been doing that.” Oh yes, you most definitely should have.

“It’s okay Sana.” I replied, reaching a hand out but she caught it, intertwining our fingers. With a smirk on her face she pulled me to the bed, letting go once we were back under the covers.

“It wasn’t okay, Dahyun. You specifically stated nothing sexual yet I’m breaking the rule first chance I get.”

I rolled over on my side, using my palm to rest my temple. “You’re being too hard on yourself.” I said, moving my unoccupied hand to play with the hem of her shirt and every so often graze my finger against her skin. “I’m usually a hard sleeper.” I replied, giving her an out and hoping she’d take it so we can go back to what we were doing.

“It’s still no excuse, I could’ve gone to the bathroom or something.” she continued, still reprimanding herself and I was getting tired of it. With a huff I tossed my leg over both of hers and pushed myself up. Sana looked at me through heavy lidded eyes and I almost lost it.

“It’s. Fine.” I repeated, leaning forward and resting my right hand by her left ear and my left hand by her right ear. My hair fell off my shoulders, the ends brushed against her face and she smiled, placing her hands on my waist.

“You would tell me if it wasn’t? You’re not just saying this because I turned you on?”

Chuckling lightly, I pressed my breasts against hers as my nose rubbed the tip of Sana's. “I would absolutely tell you if it wasn’t okay, horny or not.” Soulful brown eyes tracked between mine, studying me intently. Relaxing under her gaze, I rolled my fingers through her silky brown hair totally in love with way her eyes fluttered shut.

“Okay.” she finally whispered, locking her hungry orbs with mine. “Does this mean we can kiss again?”

“Yes and-”