holidays // machine gun kelly & pete davidson

33.

as we left my room, kells grabbed my hand.
he looked down at me ""are you ready?".
i smiled back at him, still shy but i answered "yes".

"you know we only share what you want" he wanted to make sure that i feel save and i loved this side of him.
i nod and we started to walk up to the living room.

casey and pete sat at the couch watching a movie.
pete turned around first as he heard us. his eyes traveled us up and down and held a moment at our locked hands. then a big smirk fond his way on his face.
as cas turned around she let out a lout gasp as she notice our hands. she looked shocked.

"yoo, sit down to us" pete said as he moved to make space for us.
kells led me to the couch. i wasnt sure what to do. should i sit down next to him, should i go next to cas?

Kells notice me tense behavior. he stepped closer that i could feel his chest at my back. he lent down and whispered into my era "where do you want to sit?"
i shrugged with my shoulder.
"come sit next to me" he whispered and he pulled me down next to him and laid his arm around my body to hold me close.

i looked over to casey and she sat there with her mouth open and a shocked face.
pete just laughed "i didnt saw that coming"

"when did that happened?" cas asked still completely shocked and i an not sure if i just imagine it or she her voice held disgusted in it.
i felt kells eyes switched to cas and i can imagine his glare was not that nice.

no did i made the wrong decision?

i felt kells arm pulled me closer again. he looked down at me, silently asking me if i want to answer or if he should.

"come on guys, spill the tea. when and what happened between the two of you?" pete asked curious.

"a lot happened between us" kells smirked at pete and i felt my face blushing hard. i elbowed him into his side.
he chuckled and placed a soft kiss on my head.

i looked at cas and she was still shocked.
"it uh started in sommer" i said quietly.

another gasp form casey "and you didnt tell me?" she snapped.

tension build up in the room.
"i- i couldnt. it was all new to me" i whispered.
"you dont trust me?" she response harsh "and why him?"

wow, just wow.

"i dont need to explain myself. its my decision and just reflect your reaction now, why do you think i didnt tell you it earlier" i snapped back.

"yoo stop. i think we all should calm down" pete broke our conversation "i am happy for you if this makes you both happy" he smiled at us.
"and kells, you know i love you like a brother but if you hurt her. i will hurt you" pete said in a serious voice to kells.

Kells body was tense next to mine as well. i think we thought this all will be easier.
"its not my intention to hurt her" he spoke back as serious.
next pete smiled at him "alright then. i still want to hear the story"

kells rolled his eyes and relaxed again.

"alright it started in summer, we had our up and downs, but now we opened up and sit in front of you" kells smiled down at me.

"and what are your plans?" cas asked still unhappy.

i let out a deep breath "cas can we speak in the kitchen?"
she nod and we both stood up.

"just call me if you need" kells whispered.

-

"whats wrong?" i asked her as we entered the kitchen.
"whats wrong? what are you doing? him? really him?" she snapped.
"whats wrong with him. i dont understand. you didnt had any problems to go out together, and to do things" i asked her.
"because he was just there. you know how he can be. he can have anyone" she yelled at me.
"i understand. he can have anyone, why should he want me" i said quietly as i turned around left the kitchen.

i run to the front door, grabbed my shoes and left the house. i heard kells calling my name but i didnt care. i just run run and run.
as i was far enough away from the house i put on my shoes and called brandon.