35. Epilogue

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its been 4 months since Christmas.
the days were quiet and fine.
cas and i sat together the next day and we talked about everything.
she was scared, he would play with me and would hurt me.
i told her getting hurt is a part in growing up.

it was a beautiful Christmas and for the first time since my parents death, i felt truly loved.


i just finished my last test of this quarter. john and i helped eachother studding the last 3 months. there was barley time  for something else.
kells came a few time and visited me, and of cause we texted and called a lot.

deep in a conversation with john we left the building.
"aah i cant believe we did it. the other test in 3 months are hopefully easier" i breathed out.
John chuckled "hopefully.  but at least we dont suffer alone."
he stopped walking. i turned around confused. why did he stopped.
"i hope you enjoy the few free days now" he grinned at me.
"haha i probably just chill in bed and will sleep all day" a rolled my eyes at him. i was happy to relax and calm down after the stressful time.

"chilling and sleeping sounds perfect to me" a deep voice spoke up behind me.

i know this voice.
I KNOW THIS VOICE.

i turned around as fast as i could. and there he stood with a beautiful smile on his face.
Kells stood infront of me, he really was here.

"you are really here" i squealed and jumped into his arms.
he caught me and pulled me close
"of cause i am" he whispered in my hairs.

"i missed you so much" i mumbled into his neck and he chuckled under me
"i missed you too"

"welp i leave you two alone now" john spoke up.
he gave us a smile and winked at us
"thanks man" kells smiled at him.

he let me down and we waled to my room together.
"i was sure you are hungry after that exam, i ordered food for us" he said as we entered my room.
damn i was so hungry. he really knows me.

"thank you" i smiled and went on my tiptoes to give him a kiss.
he swung his arms around me and pulled me closer.
i dont know if it was me or him, but the kiss deepened. i couldnt get enough of it. i rum my hand up to his neck and one hand went to his hairs and i pulled slightly at them.

he grunted against my lips, which send a shiver down my whole body deep down to my crotch.
"i need you" i whispered and bit his bottom lip.
a soft moan escaped his mouth "tell me what you want, baby" he whispered as he picked me up and carried me to bed.


Kells is the best. He tied to satisfy all my wishes, needs and dreams. he listened what i said to him, he learned to read me like a book. and the cutest, he tried to visit me whenever he could. he also came a few times only for one day.

i was happy with him and after our ups and downs we learnt to communicate openly. i cant wait to spend more time with him. i know he is mine and only mine


The end

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even if the story turned out completely different as i thought it would be, i finally finished it.
i hope you enjoyed and liked it.

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stay safe and lace up :)

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