The Only Thing

Chapter 42

Alison's POV

I ran out of the room and knocked on Carters. He opened it, "Hey Alison, Oh my gosh your crying." He pulled me in for a hug and I pushed him back. I closed the door, he sat on the bed. "Alison come here, what's wrong?" He patted a seat next to him on the bed.

"Me and Cameron broke up." I started crying even more. The door opened and it was Cameron. "Oh great are you gonna make out with Carter too." I rolled my eyes and walked to the restroom. I fell to the floor and cried. Someone knocked on the door. "Leave me alone." "It's me Matthew, open up Ali, please." I got up and opened it.

He carried me to the bed. I brought your stuff here I figured you didn't wanna sleep with Cameron. I nodded, "Thanks Matt." He nodded. I laid on Matthews shoulder, "Hey Ali, tomorrow we have our first show and meet and greet so do you wanna stay backstage or in here." "I'll be fine here."

"You sure, I can cancel." "No Matt it's fine go to your show and meet and greet." He nodded. He started playing with my hair. I remember when cam did that the first night we slept together. I started crying even more. "Ali, please stop he isn't worth crying for, try and sleep." I nodded and actually fell asleep.

I woke up and Matthew was getting ready. "Hey Matthew can I borrow one of your sweaters?" He threw me one of his. "Bye Matthew have a good show, you too Carter." I hugged both and they closed the door. I went to the restroom and started cutting. I then showered and put the sweater and some shorts on.

I got a pen and paper and started writing.

Dear Dallas family,

I'm sorry, I'm sorry for messing up your family. I'm sorry for everything I caused. I truly am. Thank you so much for letting me stay at your guys house. I will miss you guys I just wanted to say sorry and thank you. You won't have to worry about me anymore.

Love Alison Brooks

Dear Magcon boys,

Thank you guys for all you guys have done. Yout treated me like family thanks. I love you guys and sorry for any trouble I might have caused. I'm sorry I'm not perfect, but you won't have to worry about me anymore.

Love Alison Brooks

Dear Dad,

I am sorry I wasn't a perfect daughter. I'm sorry I never behaved and stuff. I will miss you and thanks for being a dad. You won't have to worry about me anymore.

Love Alison Brooks

Dear Friends,

I'm sorry I wasn't the perfect friend. Thanks so much for being their. But you guys won't have to worry about me anymore.

Love Alison Brooks

I left these letters on the bed. They will find them soon. I walked down to the lobby and it was filled with fans. I walked to the park and went up to the tree, I looked at those carvings one more time. I then went back to the hotel. I walked slowly remembering all the memories I had. I'll miss this world.

I went up to the floor we were on. I looked out one of the windows and it was pretty high. I opened that window and sat on the ledge. Their were a lot of people down their too.

Matthews POV

I left Alison in my hotel room. I kept texting her and their was no answers. "Guys, Alison's not answering her phone I think something serious is going on help me find her." They all got up even Cameron. We all ran around the hotel, I ran up the stairs to my room. I entered and their were various letters, I read each of them. It sounded like Alison was about to commit suicide. I texted everyone to hurry and try and find her.

I ran down the hallway, and could hear people screaming. At the end of the hall their was a window opened. I quickly ran, their Alison was on the edge of the ledge about to jump. She jumped and I quickly ran and caught her sweater she was wearing. She looked up at me.

"Matthew let me go let me do this." "I'm not gonna let you go, Alison. I need you in my life." She started crying. "I know Matthew but let go. It's best if I leave everyone." I let out a tear. I started pulling Alison up but she was kicking and stuff. "Alison I need you please." I lifted her up and back inside the hotel. I hugged her really tight.

"Don't ever try and do something like that ever agian. Are you okay are you hurt?" She nodded. I texted every one saying she was ok and that I found her. I carried her back to my room, and laid her on the bed. "Ali, why did you try and do this?" She looked up at me. "I don't know Matt I thought the world would be better without me." I looked at her. "No Ali, the world is a wonderful place and it is so much better because your in it. Promise me you won't ever try and something like that ever again." I put my pinkie out.

We pinkie promised and I grabbed her wrists to pull her up but she flinched. "Ow," I got her arm and pulled her sleeves up. "Alison your cutting too." She nodded. "Stop. Please." She nodded. She walked to the restroom. I followed her she handed me all of her razors. I threw them away.

We sat on the bed and everyone else came in. They all hugged her, and started saying stuff like, don't do that, you scared me and stuff. Then Cameron walked in with roses and a bear. "Alison I'm so sorry. I can't believe you would do something like that. I was wrong I should have believed you I'm sorry. Will you be my girlfriend agian?"