Till Forever Falls Apart (Fred Weasley x Reader)

Chapter Fifteen

TW: Talk of Sex, Pregnancy, Marriage, etc. 

Y/N'S POV 

Fred and I didn't talk a lot ever since the night that I caught him and Phoebe. Sure we would have small talk but never an actual real talk like how he and I normally would have. 

Cedric and I were on and off dating. We would break up and then get back together and then break up again and get back together again. It was a weird cycle.  Right now we are currently on a break. It feels like we are always on a break sometimes. The relationship has been going south, I feel like he and I would just be better off as friends. But that's a fact that both of us don't want to accept. 

Today was the twin's birthday. April 1st. Their birthday seemed so fitting to be on April Fool's day. They were turning sixteen years old today. My birthday wasn't for another few weeks. 

Dad has been giving Harry anti-dementor lessons and has been teaching him how to produce a Patronus charm. I can't even do that yet.  Mom has written a lot to me recently, Ryan and she have divorced. Which I can't be happier about. However, this summer is their trial for his being abusive. There is a possibility that I will have to attend which I would rather not. 

"Happy Birthday Freddie," I said as I came and sat beside him.  He smiled, Fred has been bringing a lot of girls back to the common room which just makes me realize how much my feelings for him as been growing. 

I hate it, I don't like it one bit. It hurts to see Fred bring back all these girls to the common room. There have been multiple times when I have cried to George about how I felt. George was always the more understanding twin out of the two and the one who always thought about their actions before actually acting on them. 

George and Angelina have always been there to reassure me. I could sense that my and Cedric's relationship wasn't going to last, the way that we have been off and on isn't normal. We are always off and on. I guess that Fred has moved on from me which hurts as well. 

I want nothing more to be with Fred, so when he brings another girl back to the common room, Cedric and I get back together, and then when Fred doesn't have a girl, we break up again. The new girl lasts for about two weeks, then it's a week of being single and then Fred gets a new girl all over again. 

And right now I am single, hoping that Fred will finally realize that I have feelings for him, but it feels like he is blind to the situation. I mean like I feel like I have been making it obvious to him but he doesn't even realize it. 

"Thanks, Y/N/N," Fred said. I sighed and looked down at my feet. "Feels like we haven't talked in forever," I said. Fred nodded, not saying a word. Fred sighed, "Y/N, how are you and Cedric doing?" He asked. 

"Well, we are on a break right now. I honestly feel like he and I would be better as friends. I guess it's just something that we both don't want to admit to each other." I replied. 

Fred nodded his head. 

I sighed, "Well, who's the new lucky girl?" I asked. 

"No one at the moment," Fred replied. 

And I hope it stays that way. I don't know why I ever pushed away the feelings I have for Fred. Why did it have to take him to kiss me for me to realize that I actually had feelings for him all along? I wish that I would've realized it earlier. Now it feels like it is too late. 

"I have a present for you," I said. Fred grinned at me. "What is it?" He asked. "I guess you will have to wait and find out," I said. He groaned. "I want to know!" He exclaimed.  I smiled to myself and stood up, going to go find George.