Till Forever Falls Apart (Fred Weasley x Reader)

Chapter Nine

Y/N'S POV

Cedric walked me back to the common room, I now have to break the news to my friends. Saying 'I have a boyfriend' seemed so weird and too new to me. And what hurt me inside was telling Fred that I am now taken. Why though? We aren't dating, we haven't even shared a kiss before. So why do I feel a huge rush of guilt rush over me just thinking about saying to Fred, "Cedric and I are dating now." 

"See you later." He said as he gave me one last peck on my lips. Cedric was a good kisser, it's just that something was missing from his kisses. I smiled at him and waved goodbye to him. I turned around and saw that Fred, George, Lee, Angelina, Harry, Hermione, Ron, and Ginny were all in the common room. 

Please don't tell me that Fred watched the scene that just happened. 

Ginny's mouth was wide open,  "What did I just witness?" 

I sighed, I looked at Fred and saw that there was this look in his eye. Fred's face sometimes can be very emotionless, that's why I always look into his eyes. His eyes can't lie. The look in his eyes was hurt, but also there was a hint of anger in his eyes. Oh Godric, he saw Cedric kiss me. 

"He asked me to be his girlfriend," I said as I came and sat beside Lee. "What did you say!!" Angelina practically yelled. I felt Fred's eyes burning into me. "I said yes," I said quietly while looking down at my feet. 

A huge wave of guilt flooded over me, there is something in Fred's eyes. Those dazzling brown eyes that tells me there is more than friends to our story. That one day, it will be more. Is this just a feeling or is this a sign? 

"Y/N/N has a boyfriend!" Angelina exclaimed as she wrapped her arms around me. I laughed the thoughts and feelings that was going on inside of my head. I couldn't make eye contact with Fred in this moment. I can't even look at him, not right now at least.

"So does that mean you snog now?" Ron asked, as if it wasn't obvious enough. "No Ron, they were just kindly putting their lips on each other but no they don't snog." Hermione said sarcastically. 

Fred stood up and walked straight up to the boy's dormitories. A few seconds later, we heard a door slam shut. "I may be back, I'm just going to go check in on him. He's been feeling..." George paused, "Ill." 

George then rushed up to the boy's dormitories. I looked over at Ginny and Hermione, they looked at each other and then looked at me. "He will be okay," Ginny said, sounding like she was more trying to convince herself. "Is he mad at me?" I asked. "He's just been, I don't know, out of it for the past few days. He just hasn't been feeling one hundred percent," Hermione responded. 

Oh God, what have I done?

FRED'S POV

"So does that mean you snog now?" Ron asked, as if it wasn't obvious enough, my little brother can be so clueless. "No Ron, they were just kindly putting their lips on each other but no they don't snog." Hermione said sarcastically. 

That is when I had my final straw. Seeing those two in love hurts me so much. It always will. I need to make her mine. I have no idea how much more of this pain I can take before I snap. What if I make her jealous and make her realize she lost me? Maybe that will work. Making her jealous will just let her see how much she wants me and not some sixth year Hufflepuff. 

I'll always keep her at the back of my mind and still write my signature letters to her, just I won't be flirty anymore and I will find myself a girlfriend that will be playing a role in my plan to make Y/N realize I am the one for her. No matter what it takes, if it means I take a dive off the top of the astronomy tower for her to realize it, I will. However, I wouldn't want to be on my death bed for her to realize it so taking a dive off the astronomy tower is out of the picture.