I met my first friend= my partner from the first day of school. We went to orientation and studied together but until the 2nd week of school she suddenly left school and say just to give a place to other people who need it more. The other friends( classmates I met made friends with) we go lunch a few times together but I found myself left out so I decided to go solo again so I have no bestfriends in class....
I spend all my study days in school playing piano guitar or eat. During classes I try my best to stay awake and study but I just have no motivation...
I know I have to study and go to school on time and do everything that can help me graduate but hearing the same things from my mother everyday demotivates me from everything I aim to do. my mother has been trying to use my weekness to make me strong but in actual fact it is killing me ...
I wish I can be everything I want to be but wish doesn't cone true easily for me...
(It brought side effects instead) Asking God to help me is another option but Asking becomes mandatory and all my prayers will become just an act but not from my heart.
What Can I do????
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Past events (on hold)
Short StoryThis is a diary without dates. I start this is year 2014. I am a average 18 year old teenager just passed 2 years of college and this is a brief description of events through part of my life. I try to keep things interesting but nothing too extravag...
