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Well I am going to be 21 in another 2 more days as today is 7august 2017...

One of my birthday wish is to go travelling and a big party. Well my life wish is to be rich so that I can do whatever I want...

So when I was planning a big party for my birthday I was thinking of who to invite for my birthday and I only can think of 4 people that is just sad. To think that I only have so little friends and I was thinking why not hold a birthday party but spend my birthday travelling on a holiday be it take pictures or sleep my birthday away...
Well it is coming through because this afternoon I will be gpimv to fly to bangkok for a holiday and I have been wanting to go to bangkok because of the lakorns and thai bl dramas I really wamted to see their shoot locations and eat the food they eat amd buy the products they feature on their advertistments to fulfill my wish everytime when I see people go to thailand and have fun. For now I know I doubt I will have any fun because I will be going with my mother and grandma. I love going out with my gramdma because she is a daredevil she would even try bungee jumping at the age of 80. But on the otherhand I dread going out with my mother as my mother have a mouth that feels like she will drench me in cold tub of water everytime she starts talking about me. Everything I do is wrong in my mothers eyes...why can't god just help me shut her mouth or keep her vision somewhere else when I am doing wrong... Well I will pray that god will give me the will to keep my mouth shut and not have the urge to talk to my mother everytime she tries to throw a wet towel on my actions... Prayer works I know it...