Past events (on hold)

recent complain.

Today is Sunday 25 Oct 2015.

I dunno what is wrong with my day. When I reach home my mom seems passed at me (I could not recall ny bad thing I have done to receive such treatment)

I went to my room and play a cover of stitches (recent hit in pop song charts) then my younger brother opens the door for about a minute and closes it without saying anything. Then I continue playing my own keyboard.

After a few minutes my mom open the door and says :" I must come and call you for dinner ah! Never even help(do housework) and just waiting for people to serve you."
When she says this sentence I was thinking. I don't deserve this sh*t she just said because when I do housework I don't get praised.(especially not mine to do)

why should I get scolded and this sentence is more applicable to my brother. (This is him 24/7 and seven days a week) but I decided to go out and eat. I see food on the table and sat in front then she asked :"where is your food?" I replied pointing at the food infront of me. She said :" This is not yours."
Then I replied her :"okay!"
I went to the kitchen and already saw we are having western food for dinner (chicken chop and sausages).

I thought if it is normal day don't say eat in the toilet, I also can finish all the food in the kitchen but because of recent ulcers, gum infection and sore throat (that came altogether with fever) I don't dare to touch the food (as it is painful to eat). So I tried a piece of sausage(but my teeth and gums hurt like sh*t) I decided to cut the chicken chop so that I can just put into my mouth and swallow, which is what I did.(I ate that chicken chop and 1 sausage for dinner then gave my father the rest of the food.)

saying that I ate it in the kitchen as I didn't want to see that women(my mother's pissed face). Then when I wsh the dishes she asked if I wanna drink the soup(very thick blob of Cambell soup) I said no and she called me petty.

Seriously if I am petty and don't have any problems with my mouth I would finish all the food and leave the dishes there then lock my door and go to sleep. Too bed I have money to think of (as they give it to me weekly). Just saying I washed all my dishes and whatever plate I cleared after eating dinner and she called me petty. What kind of mother is that. No compliments of good work but only complains of no work.

My mindset now!!
I just wish I am from a rich family.( spoil me all you want, pay for a good school overseas and throw me there! I will love you to death! I don't need family love[I feel no warmth ] I can live with nobody not even friends just money)