Past events (on hold)

Church is 2 me.

I added a video of David archuleta singing joy to the world with the background of Mon Mon tembernacle. Pls skip this chapter is you do not exactly like Christianity or you have some problem on Christian people.

I am born in a Christian family. My parents were from the same church and youth group my father is 1 year year younger than my mother. My mother teaches or takes care of the creache and my father teaches the junior department which is for primary4-6 (ages 10-12) .

I already graduated from their so called department and now joining the youth service as I am already 18 but the only thing is I don't feel welcomed and do not seem to have friends as I an always reaching on time and leaving earlier for my Christian wotship dance practices. After that I will try my best to skip class bonding do that I can save some money.

The thing is I feel like I am forced to go to church whenever on Sunday I will just have to wake up and leave for church and if I don't go I feel like my parents will nag the hell out of me. ( audio torturing)

Now I just want to either tell my parents that I don't want to go to church until I know why I am going back for or change church and hope to find the reason why I want to attend a service.
I have a quote for people: 'you will know if that person is using their heart to worship the lord by the way they behave'