What I think and what actually happen.

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I thought I will be rebellious when I am of age (legal age for almost everything in my country is 18) just like American dramas but nope nothing changed I am still stuck at home (no friends, no boyfriend, nothing to do outside of home, no idol obsession, no clubbing, just boring life)

When I was 16 I planned to save and move out of home by 20 and at 18 go clubbing at least once 19 get a long term part time job. But the only thing I have done which is out of my expectations is going overseas for mission trip begging for money and learning that my mom have no control on spending.

Like is so boring. Stress but don't know where is fly to after a few days it goes missing. No depression like book characters always have. I don't do illegal stuff like smoking or even cutting myself. The only time I cut myself is to get rid of a mole on my arm(that is what boredom leads to).

I did went to an interview but that company is known for pyramid sales so I declined the job. Now I am planning for internship overseas as I do not wanna work in Sg(a short term for my country).

Life is just exciting on the small screen. I wonder how would life be if I ever get unto the big screen. Lol

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