Long-Gone Feelings. || Kokuzan.

5.

TW FOR THIS CHAPTER; SH.
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Muzan's POV;

I let out a loud sigh, sitting in my office. Sudden anger gripped my body, and I curled one hand into a tight fist, the other smacking the lantern right off my desk.

The glass shattered, and the wooden frame splintered everywhere, creating a mess on my floor. But I didn't care. I tore at my skin with my claws, letting my blood pour out of my body and over my clothes.

I ended up ripping my shirt clean off, throwing the shreds to the side. Then I sat upright and froze as I heard my door slide open.

Oh, fuck me sideways. It had to he Kokushibou. I thought irritably.
(A/N; it saddens me to have to put this here but STOP WITH THE SEXUAL COMMENTS. ITS AN EXPRESSION OF ANNOYANCE, NOT A FUCKING INVITATION. THE NEXT PERSON WHO COMMENTS ANYTHING SEXUAL ON THIS LINE IS GETTING BLOCKED.)

" Lord Muzan..? " His voice was quiet, but I could feel a concerned air about him. I turned slowly to him, bloody splotches on my skin the only thing to betray my self-harm.

" Forgive me.. for entering.. without permission,.. but I heard.. glass shatter. "

I let out an irritated sigh. " It's alright, Kokushibou. What do you need? "

He stared silently at me, then whispered, " please forgive me.. for what I.. am about to do.. "

I narrowed my eyes in confusion, until I noticed him stepping towards me. He reached forward and grabbed my wrists, pulling me close to his chest.

My face heated up as he wrapped an arm around my waist, using his other hand to keep my head held against his chest. He began playing gently with my hair.

Normally, I would've shoved someone away , and maybe even killed them, for something like this. But not this time.

It was hard to explain, but I felt.. safe, and comfortable. And warm. Kokushibou holding me so firmly yet so gently had caused my heart to leap into my throat, but eased my anger.

The raging flame in my stomach earlier turned to butterflies. The feeling made me sick, but it was so addicting. So dangerously addicting.
[ hey besties, author here. please stop commenting things along the lines of human body parts and guts that muzan might have thrown up. it makes me want to vomit every time I see the comments. as it is my book, I see them all. please stop! thank you <3 ]

He began to rock side to side, his concerned aura softening to a calm, gentle one.

After a heartbeat's hesitation, I let out a long sigh and practically melted into him. I hated to let anyone See me like this, but with Kokushibou, I didn't mind too much.

He must've noticed that I'd relaxed, because he tightened his grip around me and carefully dropped to the ground.

I wrapped my legs tentatively around his waist, and he put both arms around mine. I wrapped my arms around his neck and linked my hands behind his head, burying my head into his chest.

We stayed like that for so long. It was comfortable. Warm, soothing, and calm. It was nice. It was peaceful.

Eventually, Kokushibou sighed and fell asleep. I soon followed suit, pressing closer into him as I blacked out.
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short chapter, I'm sorry! kind of a filler , too, but fluffy. so take it. there's more to come I swear

random word count that literally not one person has literally ever even asked for; 500.