Is this Love?

░▒▓█ 𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙚𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙢𝙮 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙘𝙚 █▓▒░

because i like you a lot so ill give it my shot give it all that i got. !!!DIRTY LANGUAGE!!!

wakeing up the next day with mitsuri and shinobu was weird, they were talking about what happen last night. as we were eating Mitsuri was making dirty jokes about me and tomioka. ok ill admit some of them were funny and the others were very inappropriate.

thank god tomioka was on a mission, Shinobu and Mitsuri would have brought me to him.

"y/nnnnnnn you should confess to himmmmm" mistrui wined

"you should, or do i need to make a love toxin?" Shinobu joked.

"TWEEEEET A YOUND DEMON CHILD IS EATING INFINTS TWEEEET Y/N KOROJIIIII" my moking bird said

thank god a mission.

"darn" shinobu pouted. "come onnnn whyyyyy" mitsuri wined

i walked up to get ready to go.

as i walked out to the little town to investigate i came across uzui.

"hay y/n!" he greeted

so far so good.

"hi uzui" i said back.

"did the rest of your night have a lot of flare to it?" he asked

"no? what do you mean?" i asked

"did you and tomioka make sparks?" he asked

"WHATTTT NOOOO!!! WHYYYYYY" i cried

uzui giggled, i walked off haveing a blush to my face.

walking to the small town it was about 11:00 am. i was trying to question the people about the sightings if the demon, but i could not get my mind off of last night. tomioka had such a fine body with his hair down, it turned me on. i wanted him so bad but i dont want to destroy our friendship.

i took a break around 2:00 pm. i took the time to try and write a letter to tomioka to confess but i lost the balls to send it. i ate some food i heard a familiar voice.

"y/n? y/n? is that you?" the voice called out to me.

i turned around and it was muchiro.

"hi muichiro" i greeted him.

"hi y/n. my crow said to come to this town, i dont remember why"

"oh then you must be on a mission with me!" i said with excitement.

"thats nice" he responded.

we walked for a bit and came arcoss a women in distress. we ran over to her.

"mam what is wrong?" i asked.

"MY BABY HAS GONE INSANE!! PLEASE HELP" she yelled.

muichiro and i walked into the home. the child was

A DEMON.

"mist breathing 4th Form, Shifting Flow Slash" before i knew muichiro killed the demon with blink of a eye. the woman screamed and cried.

"im sorry mam there was not hope for your child, he would have killed many people" i apologized to the woman.

the woman understood shockingly. that was a really fast mission. and in sunlight. Muichiro and i started walking back to our homes slightly talking.

"whats that bird again?" he asked

i giggled "that's a dove"

from the time i spent with muichiro, he feels like a little brother to me. i can say that because im 19.

me and muichiro said our good bye's and separated.

i found shinobu and mitsuri pretty fast.

"hay girls" i greeted

"OH Y/N YOUR JUST IN TIME, WE HAVE SOMETHING FOR YOU" mitsuri yelled.

i was suspicious. shinobu and mitsuri got me a wavy navy knee high dress. they made me put on.

"Y/N YOU LOOK BEAUTIFUL!!" they both yelled "you should go walk around in the garden" shinobu suggested.

"ill only go if you two put dresses on to" i was annoyed.

mitsuri did, shinobu had to take care of patients.

Mitsuri and i walked around the garden for a little bit. she was giving me suggestions on how to flirt with tomioka.

lucky for me he was back from his mission. mitsuri pushed me towards him

Step one make eye contact

I looked at him dead in his sapphire eyes. those beautiful eyes

Step two smile

i smiled at him. "how was the mission" i asked with a nervous tone

"it was good, you look nice y/n, navy looks good on you"

"t-thanks" i said.

i don't think he is catching on

Step three body language

i playfully touched his shoulder while we were talking. twirling my hair ect.

i saw mitsuri with obaini watching us from a bush.

i think tomioka was catching my drift.

Step four draw attention to my body

i played with my dress, touched my arms ect. tomioka blushed a little

i tried the rest of what mitsuri recommended. and i think it was working. he was blushing and smileing. (finally) and showing a happier side of him.

i went to get some training cloths. i walked up to tomioka's home to ask to spare. he gladly said yes,

we spared for a bit until i tried to do a flip and i failed. when i landed, i landed on

TOMIOKA

i was on top of him and he was on his back. i was inchs away from his lips. his face heated up and i got off of him after the shock. i apologized. we went back to sparring again. he defeated me to many times for my liking but its whatever. we ended the day with some tea and books.

the sunset was wonderful, cherry blossoms blowing through the air and the smells of flowers were outstanding

me and tomioka were sitting at a lake by his home watching the sunset together.

"do you have any intrest in anyone" i asked tomioka

he was quite

i looked at him "do youuuu?"

no response

"cute so no answer" i sarcastically said.

"i do, she is one of the hashira's" he quickly said

"o-oh" i said with disapointment.

it has to be shinobu. she has told me stories about them hanging out. I'm not surprised. im hurt.

i got up and left. i was crushed. shinobu has hung out with tomioka longer than me. i deiced to go to back to my home.

mitsuri and shinobu tried to have me hang out with them. despite their pleads i ignored them.

" i have to be over thinking. he never said who but then again there is only 3 female hashira's including me" i told myself.

Diary, i think i just lost the love of my life today. i might be over thinking myself but im 100% sure he likes my best friend shinobu. im crushed. im thinking on visiting Akane sensei soon to tell her everything. she always has the best advice.

Diary end.