My Carnal Desire (+18 SMUT) |BTS JIMIN FF|

7

It's been about a week since I've seen Jimin. I can't lie and say I haven't thought about him at all. I am not a nymphomaniac by any means, but with him around, I turn into one.
I just can't seem to have enough of him.

From the way he looks to the things he does to me.. I can't control myself.

I haven't told Ji about the deal I've made with Jimin. And I sure as hell didn't say anything to Jeong.
It's a hard thing to do. I'm confused about if I should tell him or not. I want to, because he deserves to know. But every time I start any kind of conversation about the two of us, he shuts me down. His holiday plan is still not near. I tried making a move on him, and it didn't work.

I'll try again tonight. There's nothing I've got to lose. He is coming over any moment now to sleep over.

*Doorbell*

'Hi, baby.' Jeong beams at me

'Hiya.' I smile back. 'Come in.' I let him in, and he pulled me in for a hug
He leaned in, kissing me. I flinched a little, I don't know why.

'You okay?' He asks, scared because I flinched

'Sorry, my hair poked me in the eye.' I chuckle, making up a lie. Then I put my hand around his neck, pulling him in for a kiss.

His lips met mine, and he gripped me a bit tighter around the waist.
'I'm not tired today.' He whispers

I look at him in surprise. 'Wait, you mean..?'

'Yes. If you want me.' He smiles

'Always.' I smile, pressing myself against him. Finally.

He took my hand, taking me into the bedroom, laying me down on the bed gently. He took off his shirt and leaned over me, kissing me.

I wrapped my legs around his waist, kissing him back. It's been so long. But somehow, I'm not as excited as I thought I would be.

His hands roamed my body, sliding under my shirt. I helped him to take it off, pulling him on me again.

He kissed my neck in the same spot Jimin did, but it didn't excite me as much. It still made me gasp a little. It still feels nice.

He went lower, taking off my bottoms, then pulling his off a bit clumsily. He was always a bit clumsy, so that doesn't bother me.

'I'm sorry for making you wait so long, baby.' He says, kissing me, then pushes in.

I gasped a little, hugging him. He is finally doing something. He is finally touching me the way I want him to.

Then why doesn't it feel as good?

I closed my eyes, holding onto him. He was thrusting, enjoying honestly. Unfortunately, I didn't enjoy it as much. I kind of just wanted it to end.

Suddenly, images of Jimin's face and body popped into my head. I clutched onto him harder, now enjoying more. So that's it, I need to imagine Jimin. Shit. I fucked myself up. But if that helps...

Jeong was already finishing, telling me to finish with him.

What? I'm not even 30% there. It's been like 10 minutes. Shit. I guess it's over. Kinda glad. Let's just fake it.

I faked it, moaning loudly, digging into his back. I didn't even bother arching my back or anything. I just gasped for a minute, pretending to catch my breath.

He looked at me all happy. 'That was fun.' Kissing me lightly

'Sure was.' I plaster a smile on my face

That was the lamest excuse for sex I've ever seen. What even was that? It took him longer to take his clothes off that it did to finish. Jesus...

'Let's watch a movie and cuddle.' He kisses my nose