My Carnal Desire (+18 SMUT) |BTS JIMIN FF|

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Days have passed since I've seen Jimin. I've gone back to work and haven't heard from him since, but his words were stuck in my head.

"Set yourself free."

I think I will. I haven't even thought about Jeong in days. I forgot to even send a single message, not that he did either.
The more I think, the more it hits me that I don't want him anymore.

He doesn't try with anything. He doesn't check on me. He didn't give me a normal compliment in a long, long time. And the worst of all, he won't come close to me. I just can't go on like this. It's suffocating.

I think I'm ready to leave him. No. I am definitely ready to leave him.

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'We have Taehyung in today.' Ji is all happy. He's always been nice and easy to work with.

'That's cool. Haven't seen him in a while.' I smile

'Yeah. Oh. He brought a friend, it seems.' As soon as I saw her face, I knew who it was.
I turn around to see Taehyung and Jimin walking towards us. Of course, he just doesn't have a bad day does he? 

'Hiya, girls.' Taheyung greets us, giving us a light hug

'Hello, Taehyung. Long time no see.' Ji says. 'And Jimin, hi.' She almost drools again

'Hello.' He smiles at her.
'Hello to you, too.' He smiles at me

'Hi.' I smile back at him, feeling my heart skip a beat. 'How have you been?' I ask

'Great. Loving life.' He chuckles. 'How about you?' He asks

'Doing great. Just getting rid of some dead weight in my life, so I'm gonna be feeling even better.' He knows what I mean

'Really?' He raises his eyebrows in surprise

'Yep. I've been told to set myself free. So I'm taking the advice.' I smile at him

He gives a beautiful, bright smile, 'That's great. I hope it works.'

I look over to see Ji looking at me weirdly. Obviously, I haven't told her about me and Jimin hooking up. She would want every single detail, and I don't want to share that.

'So, Ji, how about you do it today?' I ask, trying to get her to focus on something else

'Really? Are you sure?' She asks, all shocked

'I think it's about time you go for it. You don't want to be my assistant forever. And you know Taehyung, so it's perfect. If you need me, I'll be here.' I tell her.

'Is that okay with you?' She turns to Taehyung to ask him

'Please, touch me up.' He jokes, making her laugh

'Right. Let's get on it then. Head that way.' She smiles at him. She pauses in front of me, whispering, 'You're telling me everything later.' She stares at Jimin, though, even though she's talking to me. She walked away after that, following Taehyung.

'What was that about?' Jimin asks

I sigh, 'She thinks I'm not telling her something. Which is true. I haven't told her about.. well... You know.'

'Why staring me down, though?' He chuckles

'Oh, well, that.... she thinks you're like a God and drools every time she sees you. Literally. Last time she spat on herself when she saw you.' I explain, feeling embarrassed for her

'What an actual...' he starts laughing. 'Then what about you?' He looks at me

'What about me?' I ask, playing dumb