My Carnal Desire (+18 SMUT) |BTS JIMIN FF|

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'You're mine, are you?' He smirks at me. Shit. I shouldn't have said that out loud.

'You know what I mean.' I try and make it sound nonchalant

'Does that make me yours then? You left one on me now.' He teases again. I passed my fingertip over the mark I left on his neck, happy with how it turned out.

'I don't know about that. But as long as it keeps Ji away from you, I'm happy.' I say

'Jealous again?' He is teasing me a lot tonight

'No.' I don't sound convincing. Even to myself. 'It's only because it would be weird if you guys slept together. She's my friend.' I try and make up an excuse

'So, if it was anyone else you would be okay with it?' He starts leaving little kisses on my jawline, barely feathering his lips against my skin

'You can do whatever you want with whoever you want.' I say

'Then I guess it's alright for me to be with someone else if you're too busy to meet me.' He states, still kissing me slowly
I froze for a moment hearing that. That is not something I even want to imagine.

He stops kissing me and looks into my eyes, caressing my face. 'You know, your body reacts even if you don't say a word.'
I felt myself blushing, and I tried to look away. I felt like I was caught in a lie and felt embarrassed.

'Look at me.' He says softly. 'I'm not going to anyone else, so don't worry. I'm only teasing you.'

I smile a little. 'Not that I can stop you anyway.'

'You don't have to.' He leans in and starts kissing me again. His kisses have gotten softer and gentler lately. Every time he kisses me like this, my heart goes crazy, and I don't want to stop.

'Jimin...' I call his name quietly, pulling myself into the crook of his neck

'Yes?' He answers softly

'Do you.. do you have someone else like you said?' Why am I asking him this. What is wrong with me. He doesn't belong to me.

He hugs me a little, leaning his cheek to my forehead. 'No. There's no one else.'

I felt so much relief, and a smile appeared on my face. I kissed him softly at the crook of his neck, where I was hiding my face. We stayed like that for a while, neither one of us moving.

'I'm sorry. I don't have the right to ask these questions.' I say after a while, breaking the silence

'I don't mind. It's okay if you want to know.' He smiles at me

'Okay.' I smile back. 'Are you still staying over tonight?' I ask

'If you want me to.'

'Yes, please.'

'Okay.' He says, kissing my lips softly.

'I'm going to shower. You can join me if you want to.'

'Like you'd have any other choice.' He beams. 'I'll join you in a minute.'

I walked to the bathroom, letting my hair down from the bun that was ruined by Jimin anyway. I turned the water on, waiting for it to heat up. I looked at the mirror and saw the better part of my neck was purple. I touched it lightly, smiling at it.
Who'd think that a bruise would make me so happy.

I went in the shower, walking right under the water. I let the water fall down my face, washing all the makeup off. I let the water run through my hair, passing my hands through it. Suddenly, I felt Jimin's hand in my hair, playing with it. He started running his hands through it, going from the top to the ends. It felt nice.