My Carnal Desire (+18 SMUT) |BTS JIMIN FF|

11

We went to a restaurant nearby. We got a table, and we sat down. Jimin and Taheyung sat on one side while me and Ji sat on the other.

'So how's life been?' Ji starts up, being al chirpy

'Pretty much just working and sleeping. I keep having late shoots these days.' Taehyung sighs. He sounds tired.

'Tell me about it. Came home the other day at almost 3 in the morning. It messed up my sleeping patterns.' Jimin agrees

She then looks at me.
'I don't know what you're looking at here. You literally work with me.' I laugh

'So, nothing you have to tell me?' She squints

'I feel like this is an inquisition. Not lunch.' I scold her

'Cause I feel like you've been hiding something.' She says

'Well, even if I did, I would tell you in private. Wouldn't I?' I give her a sarcastic smile

'Would you?' She raises her eyebrow

'Jesus. Fine. Let's just air out my life in front of everyone, shall we?' I say, annoyed at her. 'I've decided to leave Jeong.' I tell her. Her mouth dropped open.

'Sorry, who's Jeong?' Taheyung cuts in

'My boyfriend. Soon to be ex.' I tell him

'You've been dating for a while or..?' He asks. He seems just genuinely curious

'Over 6 years.' I sigh

Both he and Jimin seem shocked.
'That's a long time.' Jimin says

'I know. What a waste.'
We never really talk. About anything. Our relationship is purely sexual. There is no need to bring anything about our personal lives in.

'Seriously? What's to say?' Ji composed herself and asked another question

'You know damn well why.' I tell her, but wanting the two of them to know about it

'Sorry, I know I'm nosy, but now even I'm curious. I mean, it's a long time to be with someone. Why break it off?' He asks

'Aish.' I exhale loudly before I start explaining. 'This is gonna be too much personal info, but you asked for it.'

'All good. Go for it.' He smiles

I saw Jimin was paying attention, looking at me like he really wants to know.

'Basically, he's been a shit boyfriend for a while now. He doesn't bother with anything. We don't go out, we barely talk, and he didn't say anything nice to me in a long, long time. I think I get more compliments from old ladies in the shop. And on top of all of that, he has no desire towards me whatsoever. If you know what I mean. And it's been more than half a year since that started. So, as you can see, it's all going splendidly.' I chuckle

'That actually sounds like he's a dick.' Jimin speaks up. 'That's not how you should treat someone that you're supposed to love.'

'Tell me about it. It makes you feel lonely. It makes you feel like shit. The person you're with is supposed to make your feel loved, not like they are disgusted by you. So I won't waste myself on him anymore. If rather be alone than with him.' I smile

'Honestly, I think that might be your best course of action. You're still young. Wait how old are you?' Taehyung laughs at his own question

'I'm 26.' I smile

'Ah, same us then.' He smiles back. So Jimin is 26. Didn't know that until now either.

'Why didn't you tell me?' Ji asks me