BAKUDEKU ONE SHOTS

Confused (8)

Izuku is confused. Totally confused. Katsuki has been acting weird.

There are times that he is sweet. There are times that he is threatening his existence and there are times that he is just someone irrelevant to him.

It makes sad, mad and frustrated. Katsuki is frustratingly confusing and Izuku wants to pull all the spiky hair in his head. But of course, he can't do that so he just pulled his own curly hair.

"I can't understand him. Yesterday, he was being nice and sweet. It makes my heart flutter. Then, an hour later, he is breaking my heart again." Izuku said. Doing a monologue inside his room. He wants to go to Katsuki and ask him directly but he is scared. He knows how much Kacchan despises him. But there are times that he thought, maybe, Kacchan didn't actually hate him.

He sighs. He laid on his back. If this continues, he might go insane. But asking Kacchan about it was not a good idea for the moment.

If only Kacchan is not mean to him. There are even times that he wishes he knows what Kacchan really thinks about him. This guessing game is just so exhausting.

He sighs once again. He is basking on the peaceful atmosphere in his room when he got startled by a loud banging on his door.

"DEKU! OPEN THE DOOR AND LET ME IN YOU DUMBASS!" Katsuki yelled and Izuku almost jump out of his own skin.

"K-Kacchan! Stop yelling!" He told him which only made Katsuki yelled at him more.

"Don't tell me what to do!" He yelled in a much more controlled volume.

Izuku immediately opens his door and without even getting invited inside, Katsuki push Izuku aside and gets inside. Izuku only sighs. He didn't know what Kacchan wants right now. It's like 10:00 in the evening. Hopefully Aizawa-sensei didn't hear the ruckus Kacchan made a while ago yelling at his front door.

He looks at Katsuki and the blonde decided to sit on his bed. They stared at each other for like five minutes in complete silence before Katsuki decided to break the silence.

"I couldn't sleep." He started. Izuku nodded and hummed.

"I keep...kept...um..." He tried but he keeps on hesitating and it makes Izuku worried because here he was, with a stuttering Kacchan. Maybe this is a dream.

"Kacchan?" He tried getting his attention.

"Don't speak. Let...let me finish what I'm about to say." Katsuki said with a sigh. Izuku nodded. It must be very important for Kacchan to be acting this way.

"I...I am here because....I can't....stop thinking about you." He said finally. Almost a whisper. Izuku almost choke.

'Kacchan? Thinking about him?'

"K-Kacchan, what do you mean?" He asked. Feeling flustered once again. The butterflies in his stomach were making him wanna puke out of nervousness.

"Why are you still asking?!" Katsuki snapped and Izuku grimaced.

"I am asking because I didn't know what do you mean about it! What do you think of me? Why are you thinking about me? And please stop yelling too much. I don't want us to get into trouble with Sensei." Izuku said while sighing frustratedly.

Katsuki stared at him and scoffed. "I can't believe you are this dumb. You can't even see? Dumbass Deku, why are being oblivious about my feelings?" He asked him almost feeling hurt.

Izuku was taken aback. What the heck?

"You're so confusing Kacchan. You keep on confusing me. I feel so frustrated already. Do you hate me or not? I always asked that to myself because your actions are sometimes different to what you are saying. Kacchan, if you don't tell me, I wouldn't know. I don't have a freaking mind reading quirk so I won't know what you're thinking. But I wish I know. I wished I know what you think about me. I wished I know if you meant every word you said to me or which one is the real one? The Kacchan who is sweet and doesn't seems like to hate me or the Kacchan who always threatens me with so much passion? I don't know." Izuku said while sobbing.

Katsuki is wide eyed. He didn't that his very confusing actions are making Izuku like this.

He reached out and cupped the Freckled cheeks. Slowly wiping the tears by his thumb.

"Deku...I am so confusing, aren't I? I'm sorry. I...I just didn't know how to say what I feel for you because of this fear inside of me. Fear that maybe, you don't feel the same." He said then slowly embrace Izuku.

"I...I love you Deku." He softly said and Izuku gasps. Kacchan's confession made him sob even more.

"I...I love you too." He said and embrace Kacchan even tighter.

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Heyyyyy! Hello! Another update for this! Next story update will be for Dynamight's Nerdy Husband! You can check that story out if you haven't read it yet and if you're interested.

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