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Yoongi×all members part 3

As soon as the members left his room, yoongi tried his best to calm down. His hands began to shake even more making the pain in his shoulder get worse, while his headache was getting out of control to the point where he just wanted to hit his head against the wall just for it to stop hurting. But the worst pain was on the inside.
Yoongi felt broken, sure he was slowly cracking bit by bit, but tonight after seven years of heartache he couldn't hold it anymore. His heart shattered and the worst thing about it was the fact that he blamed himself. He thought that he deserved it. Maybe he should have been more open about his feelings? Or maybe he should have kept his mouth shut and just live his life as always because at the end of the day he ended up hurting those who he loved the most and that alone made him hate himself even more.

To calm yoongi down and avoid panic attacks, the nurse made sure to give him a shot to help him fall asleep, which definitely worked wonders considering how yoongi had passed out not even a few minutes after. Maybe it was the pain or maybe it was exhaustion that made him so tired, but either way it worked. Now he could finally sleep and not think about what had happened.

The next day

As all the members sat in the car, it was silent yet again. Ever since they all came back from the hospital last night no one said a word. Of course the couple's would talk to eachother and share their thoughts but it didn't go further than that.
"What if us coming to the room will trigger yoongi hyungs stability again and he would feel sick again? I don't want him to feel sick when he is looking at us"   Jungkook finally spoke out making the others look over at him. They all had that thought. The moment yoongi began to cry and shout for them to leave had stuck in their heads and there was nothing that they could do to make it better
"Come on guys we have to think positively, our hyung is hurt and we need to support him. If we apologize and promise to pay more attention in future surely he would be okay? Plus with the injury not being fatal or too serious we can always look after him and care for him once he gets home. Pang pd made our schedule flexible which means we will take turns" Namjoon explained as the others just nodded with a smile

Once the van had parked and the paparazzi where asked to leave by the police themselevs, the member made their way back onto the fifth floor where yoongi was resting.
As the six men made their way down the hall, they were instantly stopped by the doctor who was treating yoongi.
"I know you all worry about Mr Min and his health but with yesterday's incident I want to ask you to please leave as soon as Mr Min asks. Stress is not good for his current recovery so anything that causes stress should be eliminated, and if that means denying all you an entrance then I will even go that far" the doctor warned as the members only nodded but didn't say anything. After all they were here because they wanted yoongi to get better rather than make his stay longer.

Walking over to yoongis room door, Namjoon couldn't help but take a small breath in before knocking on the door.
"Hey hyung, how are you feeling?" He asked unsure as the others followed him behind into the room, all being afraid to trigger yoongi anger again.

"I told you not to come here, I don't want to see either one of you, is it that hard to understand?" Each word felt like venom and yoongi himself cringed on the inside. He hated how cold he was to those who he loved but sometimes love wasn't enough and in this case, the bottle of love that used to overflow was now slowly drying up. Was he losing his feelings towards the six guys? Of course not.......not yet anyway.

"Hyung please, we want to apologize for acting so carelessly, we were all too invested in our lives that we forgot to cherish you, we are really sorry, we promise not to do it again just please don't push us away" now it was taehyungs turn to speak. He didn't want to give up on yoongi or allow yoongi to give up on them. And even though yoongis facial expression looked blank and emotionless (which was concerning ) taehyung still knew that the other cared for them.....right? Surely he couldn't give up those seven years that they had together just like that?

"I need space, I don't want you all to come at once. If you want to visit at least do what you are best at and don't skip work. I don't want fans to worry" yoongi began talking as he sighed looking at the six men. They all looked like dogs who were left out in the rain. It was cute but it wasn't enough. Yoongi wanted more, he didn't believe words that came out of their mouths and now he was going to judge them by their actions.
"Now go, you have an interview to shoot" yoongi added as he went to lay back down on the bed no longer having the strength to sit straight.

"But hyun...." Before jimin was able to finish the sentance he looked at yoongis clearly annoyed look and just stayed quiet.
Putting the flowers that they bought for yoongi, the six of them soon left yoongis room not fully satisfied with the outcome of the visit but it was better than leaving with yoongi hysterically screamin.
"I will stay, I want you guys to go and finish off the schedule for the day. Yoongi is right, we should take turns so let's do that, later we will decide who would come in next" Namjoon explained as others just nodded in agreement. Wishing Namjoon good luck, the others soon ran off to finish  the work for the day while Namjoon walked back into the room with yoongi looking at him in slight confusion, he didn't expect anyone to actually take his words seriously hence why he mentally prepared himself for yet another dissappintment.

"We don't want to leave you alone, you need someone  here with you hyung" Namjoon explained with a smile as he sat down on the chair across from yoongis bed.
"And don't try to push me away, I won't leave you.......not again"
As soon as those words left namjoons mouth, Yoongi felt his chest tighten a little bit but even so he didn't show it, at that point yoongi was glad that his face was mostly covered by the blanket because it prevented Namjoon from seeing him blush.
"Suit yourself" he mumbled as he quickly looked away, feeling slightly embarrassed, which of course namjoon noticed and took into account.