KILL ME HEAL ME.

CHAPTER 61

As soon as Taehyung and Jungkook stumbled inside the room, while still kissing each other, Taehyung kicked the door close with his foot from behind and laid jungkook on the bed. Both of their heavy breathings could be heard in the dark room illuminated by the lights outside. Taehyung stared at jungkook for a moment, admiring the boy he loved by heart. Jungkook was sure a piece of art, and he can't wait anymore for the moment. Same for Jungkook, lying on top of the bed, he admired Taehyung and the way he looked so tempting and alluring at that moment. He could worship this man for the rest of his life.

 Taehyung did not waste a moment before he captured the younger's lips in his, while pinning his hands on either side. Slowly, his lips moved down to the younger's neck , creating his marks there. Jungkook was writhing in this new found pleasure and curling his toes because of the unknown feeling he had. It was all ecstatic for him. Taehyung made sure to create such dark, reddish marks in kook's skin with the intention of making it stay longer. When he felt the tshirt jungkook was wearing as an obstacle for his devour, he leaned up and said "Remove this for me love" while tapping the fabric. Jungkook was quite shaken with the order he got, he slowly held the hem of his dress and removed the piece of fabric away. After removing he slowly gazed at Taehyung who was looking at his naked upper body with hungry eyes. Jungkook couldn't meet the eyes of his lover because gosh! Taehyung's stare was too intense, he wonder how Taehyung's enemies manage to do that. 

Within a few moments of silence, Taehyung leaped onto jungkook and continued his work, he created an artwork as if his bun was a canvas. In between peppering kisses all over his face that held the emotion of utmost pleasure. "Gosh, Bun you are just too much to handle for me!" Taehyung exclaimed in between his kisses on kook's shoulders. While jungkook was continously moaning and couldn't exclaim a word because of the immense pleasure. 

When Taehyung was about to remove the boy's shorts, jungkook stopped him. Taehyung was stuck for a moment and it seems like jungkook was crying. So he leaned closer to the boy's face and asked "what's wrong bun? you don't want  hyungie to continue?" to which jungkook cried and hugged taehyung tightly while hiccuping he said "Hhyungie! I , I just feels so scared and , and I-I don't know if I am actually ready for this. I am really sorry hyungie. I am afraid, and I can't aghhhh" Taehyung immediately hugged the younger back and calmed him down, while rubbing soothingly on his back. He shushed the younger who was trying to say something more. 

Taehyung knew Jungkook was afraid and tensed, heck Jungkook had never been in a relationship before. He felt bad for himself. He patted the younger's back and said "No, bub  it's not at all a problem, I have truly enjoyed what we have experienced till now. And I hope you too did. It's not at all your fault baby. Hyungie is completely fine with it, I can wait as long as you are ready. I love you so much baby for that, that I cannot get angry at you. You are my precious bunbun and you staying with me like this is enough baby. Now let's cuddle okie?"

Jungkook stared at Taehyung with glossy eyes and latched himself more onto Taehyung and whispered "what did I do to deserve you Taehyungie" Taehyung heard his koo and replied with a soft smile on his face "You existed baby".

So, yeah I wanted to normalise the fact that not everyone is ready for that intimacy even if it's your partner on your wedding night, or even after marriage. Let people think like Taehyung and give their partner the required space and establish their relationship rather than claiming the intimacy as some kind of right.

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