𝕁𝕒𝕔𝕜 𝕆𝕓𝕤𝕖𝕤𝕤𝕚𝕠𝕟 | Doors AU

Chapter 9 - Drastic, Dumb actions - Male POV

Once it finished, I tasted the dark fluid and grimaced in disgust. "Mhm.. it's perfect.. just how I like it" I smiled softly, placing it onto one of the many empty cups placed across from me.

"I'm gonna go check on Y/N now! Bye Figure!"

With that, I got back up and headed in the direction of Y/N's apartment once again. Once I made it to the apartment, I knocked on the door softly. No reply. I frowned as I realised he might have gone to sleep.. Maybe I shouldn't wait up for him to come back? Whatever..

When I least expected it, Other Me came again. "Heyyy! Jacky!! Listen, I saw you and Y/N fuck, it was great. But more importantly.. you gotta explain for Rush's corpse. He found it."

"Fuck.. thanks for telling me."

With that, he disappeared.

Jack entered her room, tired as ever and hoping to see Y/N.

"Y/N!" He called out.

No response.

She walked inside her room, just wanting to lie down, when she saw him sobbing on the floor. "Y/N.. what happened? Are you ok!?" She ran towards him, putting a hand on his shoulder.
As soon as he heard her say his name, he burst into tears.

He took her hand off of his shoulder but continued crying. Jack could tell something was wrong, so she grabbed his face with both hands and wiped some of his tears away.
"What is it Y/N!? What did I do!?" She questioned frantically.

She tried to act oblivious.

"I.. I don't need you right now, Jack.." He said through tears.

"What do you mean you don't need me? That's not true at all, Y/N!!!" She exclaimed.

Y/N looked down at the floor before speaking again, his voice barely above a whisper.

"Jack. This relationship between us is a joke.. there's no way we could be together. Y-you can't keep me here against my will.." Y/N said as he violently threw Jack's soft hands off of him and turned away from her, his eyes filling with fresh tears.

Jack stood frozen in shock.

"You found the closet. Didn't you?" A smile crept its way onto Jack's face. "Well, if you're interested, the unfortunate motherfucker in there was, Rush. Since you've seen him now, don't you think he deserves some company? He seems lonely.. in that closet all by himself.." Jack started to giggle hysterically after she finished talking.

At this moment, Y/N snapped out of his stupor and turned around to look at Jack. His face was covered with tears, and he glared at Jack.

"How long do you plan to keep me here, Jack? You're a monster.. a cruel, heartless psychopath.." Y/N spat, glaring at Jack with pure hatred.

His words stabbed Jack deep into her soul. It was as if someone had pulled out her heart and stomped on it repeatedly while yelling. It hurt. But, Jack refused to show emotion.She knew she wasn't going to get anywhere by acting weak. "I did so much for you, Y/N! I carved your name into my arm, I got rid of your boyfriend so we could be together, I gave you clothes and food, I protected you, I helped you, I love you.."

Y/N remained silent.

After a few minutes, Jack decided to speak up again. "Seems like I don't have another choice.." she smirked sinisterly. She began slowly moving closer towards Y/N until she had reached his ear. "If I can't have you, nobody can.."

Jack struck Y/N across the face, knocking him out cold.

She instantly became consumed with guilt.

"I.. I just.. hurt Y/N.." she whispered, horrified of what she had done. "This isn't real.. I'm dreaming.. this can't actually be happening..."
Jack fell backwards onto the ground, completely disoriented. The only thought that could register was that he had to wake herself up.

But she couldn't. This was real. She really was a monster.. She wanted to cry out in pain and sorrow, but somehow the urge wasn't allowed to take form within her. So she instead tried everything to escape. Anything to get away from this horrible reality she was trapped in. She tried biting her hand. Nothing worked. She tried hitting her head against a wall. Again, nothing worked.

She looked around frantically, and stopped when her eyes focused on a razor blade that was lying next to her. With shaking hands, she picked it up and pressed it against her wrist, trying to create an open wound. She felt something warm trickle down her skin as she drew blood from her wrist. And she kept bleeding. She kept drawing more blood. And more. And more. She began to giggle as she watched blood drip down her skin from a tiny cut. She giggled more hysterically as blood kept dripping down her arm from a small cut. She was having fun, and that only made her laugh harder. Eventually though, all the blood stopped flowing from his wrist. It just lay limp there, dripping.

But, Jack wasn't satisfied. She didn't want her fun to end.. and it was distracting her from what she'd done. She began to cut deeper into her wrist, trying to draw more blood.
And the blood flowed out faster this time. And then even quicker..

"I'm.. A.. Monster.. And.. Monsters.. Don't.. Deserve.. Nice.. Things.." she mumbled in between cuts.

And it never stopped. She kept cutting her wrist until all the veins were visible. There was more blood than she thought possible coming from her.

She threw the razor aside, snapping out of her trance.

The cut had nearly reached the bone by now, and still it wouldn't stop pouring. She looked down at her wrist again, feeling sick to his stomach.

More blood poured. More blood. It went on for forever until finally, her body refused to leak out any more.

Jack sat there, staring blankly at her own hand. Then slowly moved her gaze to the blade sitting beside her. The metal was coated in red, and it looked very sharp.
But Jack didn't feel anything anymore..

The guilt of hurting Y/N returned full force now that she realised exactly what she had done..

It dawned on him. She wasn't dreaming anymore, it wasn't just a nightmare.. it was all real.. a nightmare she couldn't wake up from.

She managed to pull herself up, and sobbed as she walked over to Y/N's unconscious body.. she placed his palm on hers, and closed his eyes, willing him to wake up. His breathing became fast as he cried even more loudly. But he stayed asleep, not even noticing his lover was holding him in her arms, crying and calling her name.

"Wake up, please.. Wake up.. Please.. Please..." Jack begged quietly, trying hard to stop himself from crying as the pain in his heart grew. "Please... Y/N... Please. Wake up...."

Y/N didn't respond. Jack sobbed louder and tighter. As he held his girlfriend close, he could do hear her faint breathing from her chest, the sound almost making him fall into despair, thinking of all the things he had done. The way he used her... The pain he inflicted on her.. The fear in her eyes whenever he was near..

He was really a monster.. a sadist.. a devil..

He picked Y/N up and cradled her as he walked towards his bed, laying her down on it gently.

His cuts didn't matter right now. They had been shallow compared to what he had done, and they would heal eventually. Right now, he was most concerned about what he had done to her.

Jack had to prevent Y/N from trying to escape again.. he couldn't lose her.. Not now.. Not ever.. he needed to keep her with him for life.. No one else could ever make him happy like she did. She made him stronger, happier, more loved, better. She gave him all these new things to strive for, to live for. All because of her. And it was all thanks to Y/N.