in memory of you // lookism

4.crushes.4

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[ warning: smut scene towards middle/end]

"Hey YN!" Mira greets.

YN gives the pretty girl a smile and returns her greeting.

"Are you going to participate in the auction?"

YN hums as she thinks about it, taking a seat in front of Mira. "Lots of people are talking about that, huh? I'm not too sure."

Mira nods. "I'm kind of concerned about who's going to be chosen for the event..."

YN coos, "Aww, are you worried that your crush will be forced to go on a date with someone else?"

Mira's eyes widen as she shushes the snickering other. "He is not my crush! He fights too much!" She crosses her arms with a firm shake of her head.

"Come on, you know he tries not to! I'd say give the guy a chance, he got so much better recently," YN attempts to reason, and Mira remains quiet.

Their conversation was cut short when a blonde haired girl waltzes into the classroom and slams her hands down on the front podium.

"Listen up losers!" She starts, effectively gaining everyone's attention. "Is there anyone who wants to perform at the festival?"

The class was dead silent, zero volunteers. YN could do it if she wanted to, but she wasn't exactly keen on doing a solo act. However, she was keen on finding out who this girl was, as she was hella fine.

The unnamed blonde lets out an exaggerated sigh as she leaves the classroom without another word. YN quickly stood up to follow the girl to get her contact information, but was stopped by the two pretty boys of the class, the boys who YN calls friends. The boys who YN wished weren't her friends in this very moment. With a sigh, YN gives up her pursuit and relents her attention to the guys.

"Let's go get some food to eat!" Daniel suggests to YN and Jay.

Jay, looking apologetic, communicates that he is busy doing 'work' stuff. YN could imagine what kind of work the CEO of H group would give to their second son. Disappointed, Daniel nods and turns his hopeful gaze to YN. YN, being unable to refuse this adorable man, gives in and agrees to go after school. With this, Daniel is put into a better mood.

"I can't wait then!"

YN gives Daniel a smile that he could've sworn made his heart skip a beat. It's unreal how someone so beautiful and nice like her is smiling like that to someone like him. It made his face hot and his heart run wild. He knew that YN was unattainable to him, that he was feeling so intensely for someone who didn't feel the same. Maybe deep down, he hoped that she actually did feel something for him. After all, his new body would make that possible, wouldn't it? He thought YN was absolutely breathtaking, and he hoped that she saw him like that too.

On the other hand, YN was completely oblivious to Daniel's intense feelings for her. Sure, she suspected that the other had a crush on her, but she didn't know the full extent to his feelings. She would likely never reciprocate them, even if she wanted to. Daniel was a great person, and she didn't want to risk losing him as an ally. She hopes that Daniel will get over this little crush soon.

Leaving Jay and Daniel to themselves, she turns back to Mira. Mira is a very nice and pretty girl in the fashion department. YN could tell that Mira was one of the more calm ones in the class. And that she and her childhood friend were totally into each other. It was times like these where YN was glad that it was hard for her to fall in love. Mira was truly a great person, but she was clearly already taken.

Come to think of it, is YN aromantic?

Before YN could spiral into an analysis of her entire being, Mira greeted her and they easily fell into a light conversation spanning from topics to school to home life. By the time school finally ended, YN could safely say that Mira is her friend. And that Zack is jealous of YN.