CUPID'S CLUB :: manifest ♡

new desires

Hi everyone!! So as I said in the last chapter, I have new desires that I want to manifest, and in this chapter I will be going over them and why I want them.

1. friend(s)

Right, so at the moment the one thing I want the most is a new friend at school. My best friend moved away a few months ago and we're still very close and talk all the time, but I need someone to hang out with in real life! School used to be a great place for me because I could go there and be with my friends and laugh and spend our time talking about all our common interests. Now, my best friend left and my other friend is in another class, so we barely get to see each other. The 2 friends in my class I currently hang out with are very dear to me and I really love them, but we barely have any genuine common interests and we don't have the same ambitions/desires in life. Like our time is spent either judging people (I don't condone it, it's a bad habit I'm trying to get rid of), laughing at dumb stuff or bonding over trauma. Like, yeah it helps to pass the time but I'm so used to being surrounded by people that mentally stimulate me. So now I constantly feel like I'm surrounded by immature people who don't have their priorities sorted and although it definitely blows up my self-esteem and makes me feel better than everyone, it's very tiring. Not to mention, I am the only introvert out of all my friends and even though I enjoy myself with them, I always return home feeling absolutely drained. Also, the minute I leave school, I spend all my time alone. Soo yeah that is kind of the surface of this problem I have, so I'm going to fix it. I want a friend that enjoys academic validation, is smart, likes reading, is cultured and is funny, among many other qualities. And I always get what I want, so I'm going to manifest them :)

2. clear skin

this one speaks for itself, my acne has gotten really bad lately because of some health problems. I did start a new treatment given by my dermatologist, which should fix the problem, but I always like to go the extra mile. so clear skin it is!

3. no stress/anxiety

I must have this one ngl. anxiety has caused me many health problems and I'm sick of overthinking every single damn thing soooo yeah. this one might need some personal work from my side but I'm willing to put in the effort.

4. dream bod

if I'm being honest, I'm quite happy with my body, so this one isn't a priority for me. I get a lot of compliments for it from all kinds of people, even my doctor lmao. There's just little things I would like to change, but in general I'm satisfied with it.

alright these are the only ones I can think of so far, if I have any more I'll add them onto here.

As for my previous desires, some of them I still want and some I dont. For example, I still want to move abroad, however I have decided that I don't want an sp at the moment. I'd rather focus on myself. Besides, it feels better to have the attention of multiple people than just one ;)

Tell me guys what you think, and what are some of the things you want to manifest! If yo have any questions, I am at your disposal. I'll do my best to answer. Until then, see ya !!