i've been thinking a lot lately about my loss of motivation, and i've decided to focus on one desire only. i asked myself which one was more important to me, and i came to the conclusion that although i want to be in a relationship with my sp, i dont really have feelings for him, im just bored lol. however if i move to my desired country, i can meet tons of new people and find someone i actually have feelings for and that is more accessible to me!
so i now will focus more on manifesting that my dad gets a job abroad and we move countries, and that i start going to a private high school.
i've been motivating myself by watching videos of people who live in my desired country, by looking at my pinterest board daily and by daydreaming during the day and visualizing at night.
so far, i've been seeing tons of angel numbers, especially 111.
also, this morning when i woke up, i found a dream life subliminal in my youtube recommended, so that definitely was a sign.
i also saw this when i went on pinterest 20 mins ago:
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and i lowkey resonated with it ngl!!
please take this as motivation to not give up. we are all capable of so much!!
i'll make a new chapter soon on some of my fav manifestation youtubers. until then, see ya !!
