Sovereignights of the Sovereign Hearts

Chapter 10 --- You can't be serious

Ben's POV

"You've reached Alex's phone. Leave a message and I will try to get back to you." The same damn message I have heard for the past 2 months. I'm in the lounge waiting for my siblings to get done with their concert. He is probably just very busy...at least I hope.

Alex's POV

I wake up in my bed and see a girl naked. oh crap...I just had sex with Another girl...I cheated on Ben. I wake her up and I say "you need to leave." "You don't want another round." She says seductively. She reaches over probably going for my friend but I move away. "GO!!" "Fine." She walks out and I put on some clothes. I look at my phone to see alot of missed calls. Most of them are from Ben. I call him and he answers. "Hello?" "Hey Ben. How a-" "Where have you been?" "I've been busy...When are you guys coming back." "We have a show in LA but we won't be off of tour for another 4 months." "Oh...I can't wait to see you again...I miss you." "I miss you too. I gotta go. Talk to you later bye." "Bye." He hangs up. I get up on my window ledge and lay my head up against the window. I look up to the dawn sky.

Ben's POV

We are on the tour bus and I am alone on the small couch looking out the window and staring at the night sky.

2 months later

We are now at the LA concert's meet and greet. Everyone have been real nice to me and alot of people have called me cute. Suddenly I see someone who I've been dying to see "Alex!" "Hey Ben." We hug and I say "I didn't know you were coming." "Of course I was." I see Ross give him an evil stare. "How much longer are you going to be on tour." "2 months" he nods. He suddenly gets a text and says "I have to go... I'll see you soon." "Okay bye." He hugs me. He leaves and Ross says "I don't trust him." I shrug and we walk back to the bus.

3 days later

We are on the bus and I am in my little spot by the window. I suddenly get a text and I look at my phone.

Alex=A Ben=B

A: Ben we need to talk.

B:About what?

A: I...I think being apart from each other for long periods of time...just isn't good for the both of us.

B: you're not going 2 say what I think u r about 2 say.

A: I think we should break up.

B: u can't be serious. We are 3 days away from our 4 year anniversary and your going 2 just break up with me just because I'm on tour. I went on this tour to spend time with my family. Is this really what you are going to do to me.

A: im...sorry.

B:ya know. I thought you actually cared about me.

I throw my phone onto the carpet and cry. I can't believe him. He doesn't get how hard it is to be me. My family is famous and he doesn't get it. Ross walks up to me and see that I am crying. "Ben, what wrong." I get up and run to the back of the bus and close the door.

Ross's POV

I see Ben crying and I walk up to him. "Ben, whats wrong." He gets up and runs to the back of the bus and closes the door. I see his phone on the ground and picks it up. I look at his texts and I see he has been texting Alex. He broke up with Ben. I press the phone button and it starts ringing. "Ben!!" "Why did you do that to him?!?!" I say. "Who is this." "His brother Ross." "Oh my god. Ross i really didn't mean to hurt him. it was just getting to hard on me to be in a long distance relationship." "You don't get it do you? When you are committed in a relationship, nothing should break you apart, especially something so basic like this. my girlfriend and I haven't seen each other in 2 years yet we are still together." "You are different from me." "It doesn't matter Alex. He is stuck in a depressed state for as long as he lives. He feels lonely all the time until he sees you. Did he ever tell you about the kidnapping?" "Yes..." "Then you know why he feels alone and scared. He loves you." "Ross...its not that easy. tell him i am sorry." He hangs up and I stand there with Ben's phone."

2 months later.

I walk to Ben's room in the band house and i hear him crying. I walk in and see him holding a needle. I run over to him and take it out of his hands. "Give me that back." "NO. Stop trying to kill yourself." "Well maybe i want to die." "Well maybe I want my little brother to care about life." He jumps over the bed and walks over to the bathroom and goes into his cabinet. He pulls out what seems to be more bad things so i run over there and wrap my arms around his chest and pick him up. "Let me go!!" He tries to fight with me but i just hold him tighter. I place him on the bed and i hold his arms down to the bed. He starts crying and I say "You are staying here until you get out of your little depressed phase. "Rike!!!" Both Riker and Rydel run in and Riker says "Ross!! Let him go!!" "I'm not even hurting him. He's the one trying to hurt himself." "What are you saying?" "Look in his cabinet." they go look at it and the gasp. "Ben. Why are you doing this to yourself?" "I hate life." I let go of his arms and we surround him. We hug him and he cries into my chest. "what is my life coming too?" "Your depressed, I get it, but you need help. We're going to take you to a shrink tomorrow to help." He just nods.

So yea....the whole Alex thing wasn't working so he got the boot. Update soon