Another chance (kunizai)

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Kunikida pov

The wedding is in a three days and I still haven't told dazai how I feel! I keep looking for signs that he likes me back but he doesn't show any.

I want to believe he doesn't hate me. Sure he might talk sweetly to me but the way he acts towards me say otherwise.

One moment he will be hugging me and the next he's kicking me off the bed saying I'm hogging it and need to move my big self. We would be having a nice conversation and he would just suddenly put his foot infront of my leg making me trip. And he normally does this when someone's watching so that it embarrasses me.

I don't know why he hates me so much but we are to married in 3 days so whatever is going on he needs to figure it out. True it is sad that I think he hates me but I really have no reason to believe he don't. I wish he felt the same way for me as I do him but he clearly shows my feelings are unrequited.

Once again like routine we wake up on opposite sides of the bed and I get ready while he sleeps. After I take a shower and wash my face to get ready I wake dazai up then we go down to breakfast with Mori Elise and Q.

I've gotten to know the little ones better and they both seem like nice kids but they are also kinda creepy. Like Q has this really weird doll that they walk around with saying there going to curse people with and Elise draws creepy drawing that I dare not describe but I have seen her drawing them whenever she is in the hallways of the castle.

"Today will be a set up day along with tomorrow but tomorrow we will do a run through of what is supposed to happen so you guys don't have to run around much today". Mori explained and dazai and I sigh in relief.

For the past week we've been running around from shop to shop with barley anytime to think. And with that I have had no time to speak to dazai. Not that I really want to but if I did at some point become brave enough to say how I really feel I would like the option to be able to tell him.

After breakfast we start setting up. This is a job most servants and maids would do but dazai and I wanted to help . I was surprised dazai wanted to help but I discovered dazai loves things that have to do with art. I saw the banner he made with the swans and I swear he made me fall even more in love with him then before.

We helped put up banners and help prepare spots for the food. I had a notebook that had my ideal wedding written in it but that remains at my old home. Yet looking out on what all we have accomplished I don't think we need that book. Everything looks great already. My family plan to bring me my stuff after the wedding when dazai and I get switched to a even bigger room but it is one designed for married couples so it's larger.

"Kunikida help"! I turn around to see my future husband running from his childhood friend. "A dog is trying to bite my ankles"!

"I'm not a dog and I'm not going for your ankles I'm going for your face to punch it"!

Dazai ran and hid behind me and I just rolled my eyes. I can't believe I love this idiot. Wait . Love?

"Kunikidaaaaaa". Dazai whined

"What did you do to get Chuuya so mad at you"?

"I stole his hat and threw it in the trash".

"Dazai"!

"It looks like it belongs there"!

Chuuya was fuming and I stepped out of the way letting Chuuya get to dazai.

Chuuya knocked them over by tackling dazais and they play fought in the floor with both of them laughing and dazai yelling pleads of help.

I smiled watching them play but couldn't help the feeling of jealousy that formed. Chuuya and dazai are so close they can tell each other anything yet dazai can't tell me his husband anything. They can play and laugh but all dazai does when he's around me is groan and whine.